Today i am in a mood less mood again... I am not listening during the lesson... i am just hearing the sound around me... After 430, i still have to go band... is not that i don't want to go band is just that i am not in the band for today... i just feel like seeing him now... cant see him i the worst of my life... i really want to leave... i just have no mood to do anything... at least if i were to be with him, my mood will be bring up my mood...