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name - sharon
age - 22
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Monday, June 25, 2007

First day of a brand new week... morning i had some monday blues... i had some deep thinking in the morning... i had some thoughts about him and jeff... i know i should have kept for him only and nothing for jeff... but what cynthia had said made me no choice... after the deep thinking, i realised that deep inside my heart, there is only one person only... and the person is my boyfriend instead of jeff... cynthia ar... next time dont tell me this kind of thing le... really will make me think a lot de lor...

Saturday i cried again... becuase we had an arguement over my parents.. because i felt that whatever he had done is because of my parents... everything also my parents said this said that... what the hell... you are together with me... not my parents... he consoled me again when i cried... how i wondered that when i cried, he will be beside of me instead of him over the phoner consoling me... i dont want... because i want him to be there hugging me... i really want and wish to... after consoling and everything, we end up talking on the phone for 3 hours... never had that experience before... i will miss this kind of thing badly de...

Yesterday i show him attitude... i talked to him in a rude manner... i was not like that in the past... yet now i am like that... dont understand why do i always have to say things which go against my will?? but the problem is, whenever he is angry, i will feel very bad... from there, that is the reason i rather choose him as compared to jeff... especially i like him whenever he is jealous... haha...

If today were to be tomorrow, that will be better... yet today is just today... one more day before we can go out together... that is so long... though i can see him during work, but it is totally different because in my workplace, we are just like normal friends... because if it were to be to obvious, we might be separated... i dont want... like that i will have problem seeing him even when i am working during weekends...if he were to be transfered, then i will definitely change my job...

One good news... mom will be treating him for dinner one of these days... yeah... i just love it... because mommy never disagree the both of being together le... only that he cant bully... because if he were to bully me, mommy will be sure to kill him de... anyway he has also been asking me when can he visit my place again,,, lol... things are going right for me... because i really like my life with my parents and him being able to compromise with each other... some more the both of us have been becoming better... as in we are like more open to each other by saying out our feeling and everything... therefore if one day he were to leave me, life wont be any easy to live by then..
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