Thursday, August 02, 2007
Wah... i haven been blogging for a long time already... actually if i were given the time the blog, i also dont know what to blog... actually there isn't much thing to blog nowadays... maybe is due i am more settled down in this class... anyway... just to say that our class will be changing soon... 23rd of Aug will be our last day of school le... i felt both happy and sad too.. sad because i might not be able to be in a class who will be as noisy as them.. happy due to only leaving 2 and a half years before i can graduate... i dont like the schedule of this school.. because of the fixed lesson for everyday which lead me to become as though i was in secondary school... at least after graduate i can work and save money... and we may also have more time with each other... haha...
Dad and Mon want me to go university... but i dont want to... i really dont want to study anymore after university... its really different between studying and working... at times i prefer studying but there will be times where i will prefer to work... but the problem is that i just would not want to go university... can i have a space to talk... i just dont want to study le... after poly, i just want to work, save money and be with him... that is all i want... is that very difficult?? i really dont enjoy myself during my classes except chemistry... i felt more fortunate being with him... i just want to be with him... that is the only i ask for... i believe he is also thinking of that...
After listening to Jeanette's emo songs, i suddenly miss him a lot... feel like seeing him now.. just want to be with him from morning to night... only the both of us only... i felt that being with him is all i know... being with him does not mean that i will give him everything of me... i need him might be due to habit... but i enjoy being with him... being with him is like everything of me... i am crazy over him.. how can that be?? i had never thought that i will be a person who cant live without a person... i had never thought of that before... yet he is the first person whom i am dying too see for... i felt that no matter what i am doing, i must do with him... be it watching movie, shopping or even eating dinner and etc... how can i be a person like this?? in the past, whenever a person who always stick around be it with their girl or boy, i think that they wont they be tired or anything... what i meant was how can a person facing another everyday... dont they feel tired?? but now, it happen to me... and i understand everything clearly... i know why wont they feel tired... because once they are able to meet or whatever, they will feel happier and even want to meet more... to Sharon's definition, love and money is the same... on one will think that meeting each other more will feel tired... on the other hand, when you have more money, will you think that it is a lot?? no one will feel it that way... so in my definition, money and love is the same... it had been 4 hours since i started blogging... and till now it just going to end only... lol... what i long blog... actually once times goes by, blogging will be a stranger to me... because there are too many things to talk about and i also dont know where to start it from... so in the end, i rather talk to someone face to face rather than blogging... haha...
I just bought a pair of new shoe and ear rings in one of the shops in my school... the shoe was white in colour... i always like white... so whatever that i will be buying will always be white... haha... as for the ear rings, it has both moon and star... haha... rather nice one... actually it comes with a braclet... but i didnt buy it... i think i will buy it later or something ba... but overall is rather cheap... i only spend a total of $29.90... whereas if i were to buy the shoe outside, it will cost $30 plus... anyway, i will be wearing that shoe tomorrow to school because after that i will be going out with him... haha... yeah... another 5 more minutes our presentation will start... haha... in the past, i will feel very very nervous... but now, presentation to me is like ok lor... haha... recently i found out from leng that she is having stage fright... haha... never thought that she will be having that... really never think of that... because to be she is very out-spoken... so if she were to have problem in presenting, i will not believe... because if she cant what about me?? how can i do it when she cant... ahaha... anyway leng... good luck ok... just remember what i had said about presenting in front of many people...
Anyway... i got a B for problem solving... haha... cheer... a clap for myself for doing well...
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