HIHI people... i know that i have not been blogging since...... haha.. anyway, i am back from many sad moments!! haha =) anyway, all of these problem came from my dad's side of family... though many families also have that problem, i felt that it is very very shameful that it happens to me... so i think matter like these should not be shared in the blog... on the other hand, if i were to blog, i think this will be the longest post ever...