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Tuesday, June 24, 2008
I dont know what to write for my post today because i am seriously not in a good mood. Dont order me at this period of time because a bomb like me will explode anytime if i am not happy. I really dont understand what i am up to right now!!
Last afternoon, i went over to Darling's place once lesson ended. i kept on calling Darling with i was on my way to the train station, but Darling did not on his phone. i was very sad when i was in the train journey which result that i missed my stop. So i end up alighting at raffles instead of city hall. Darling finally answered the call which result me in crying. i was not able to control my emotion. i just felt that crying and crying. Once i reached bugis, i gave Darling a call and we met at the junction. i cried and cried and cried not being able to control myself. i had never been like this since my grandpa past away. there is a pain in my heart not wanting Darling to leave. When Darling and me went to the bank, it was closed. the time was like 4.31pm. what the hell la. only 1 min!! So Darling and i went down to PS as it will only close at 6. after which, we went to buy Darling's bus ticket. in the night, Darling took the coach back whereas i took cab home. Darling's coach was $50 and 10 hours long. As for me, i only took for 20 mins and its$10.40. can you see the different. lol. i also want to go with Darling. i will go penang with mommy and daddy during the sept holiday. by then, i will also ask Darling along too.
mommy dont allow me to go over to Darling's place due to watching too much news. lol. i want to go over to Darling's place because i trust Darling. and i believe that Darling worth my trust unless Darling lied to me once. Darling will not sell me away because i dont worth the price ok. lol. Darling will not selling me!! I will believe you unless Darling sells me. i felt that whatever wan leng mention is true. i know whatever mommy and daddy do is good for me, but i dont want them to bother so much. i just want mommy and daddy to support me and trust Darling as well. Darling may not be as good as people who is studying in the uni. but can you guarantee that if i had a uni bf, he will be better than my Darling?? Darling is the best, some more, we are together for 1 year and 4 months. can you just trust him?? Darling is just like a kid because when he was young, his parents did not have the time for him as Darling's family was rather poor at that period of time. I believe that Darling will not have a wife or gf in malaysia. i hope that you all will give bless to me instead of cursing me. i am your child. you rather bless others instead of me. do you think i will believe that i am your child even though you had raise me for 19 years but you should know i will do what i like because i am not your robot!! i am a human will feelings. you never disagree with Darling in the first place, then why bother to disagree our relationship at this period of time??
