Last Winter

Friday, October 17, 2008

I went tanning on Wednesday with my cousin delvina at tampines swimming pool. Before that, i went to the arena to get a swim suit as well as a goggle but with the discount given, the price was $60.55. Since i spent more then $60, i was given a bag free which was cost $20++.. But i gave it to my cousin because i dont really like the bag, on the other hand, she also wanted that bag.. we started tanning from 12 to 1. I know that it is the worst timing for me to go for tanning. After which i went for swimming. I did not swim that well because it had been a long long time since i last swim!!! At 3.30, we went to bathe because my cousin felt cold whereas, i only feel stomach cramp. After which we head down to ehub for a movie and then to the acarde. We played the basketball for 4 rounds after which our hands became weak. We went to pasta mania for dinner with one of her friends and i went back after dinner while she went to tampine ITE to meet her coach. ( i think ).

Yesterday i did not go to school. In the morning, i went to chun sing house because cairong need to go to work. I reach his place at 8 after my breakfast BUT soon after, i fell asleep because i was too tired. I slept all the way until 12.30. When i woke up, i realized that chee keong was there already. But they are watching some Japanese animation. We left his place at 1 because he had to go back for school to attend some briefing so chee keong and i went to tampines to kill our time. at around 1, Mavis, Jay and Hui min came and find me when we are playing acarde. we went to watch 20th century boys. after which, i also treat them for popcorn. After movie i went back home.

After going out with her this few days, i felt that it seems to be like we are not as close as when i am with my friend. It seems to be like as though we are close because we are cousin. There are times when i dont like her because when i got sun burnt, she can be laughing so happily as if i am her friends. lol. but when i felt that people are treating her badly, or i felt that her dad or my mom are treating her as though she is a young kid, i will try to talk to my mom about it. AND this is how you treat me in return. I felt that i dont feel to hounor to have a cousin like that because you are already 16!! Cant be like an teenager instead of a kid?? No wonder you have curfews and etc. No matter how much money you have, you still cant buy your freedom. I finally understand why you dont have your freedom!! When people backstab you, i will tell the person off for you. what if people backstabbed me?? i think you will end up laughing about it!! RIGHT?? THAT IS WHAT I SEE FROM THE WAY YOU TREAT ME!! so in future, if you have any problem, dont tell me.

I am rather disappointed with Stanley. Why must you always do that?? SO what lay kai as me to go sentosa with you all?? Some more you are rather close friend with her. Yet you are backstabbing her. dont you feel embarasse with you are with her?? are you human or inhuman?? I thought that you will change but i think you didnt and you will never change. WHY MUST YOU BACKSTAB YOUR FRIEND?? I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU. I REALLY DONT WANT A FRIEND LIKE YOU. EVEN THOUGH YOU TREAT ME WELL.

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