All of a sudden, I felt that friends are only important to a certain extend. Might be due to something that had happened recently.. I dont know who is my true friend and who can i believe.. I felt that i had not fulfill whatever is need to be a friend or even girl friend. So, it result that i dont know who i can talk to whenever i am facing with problem. I know i am able to talk to people like Geraldine, Kimmy and etc.. But if there is only 1 person i can talk to, i felt that might be either Kimmy or Geraldine ba.. That is what i am thinking right now!! Is there anyone who can be with me when i need you no matter how busy you are?? If you were to be a true friend, i felt that you will be able to be there for me when i need you. You will also cancel all of your meetings, gatherings and etc just for me.. I felt that no one can do that for me even my bf even if i can do that!! I am just feeling very disappointed!! I am clueless!! I am hopeless!! =(