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Saturday, July 25, 2009
I felt that today is just not my day. Firstly, i totally forgot to do my RJ. I think i will be downgraded.. I think might be due to skipping of classes this week for my fyp resulted me in not remembering there is such thing call RJ.. lol..
I just had a tiff with my parents. I just felt that over this years, whatever i had done, they are just now satisfied. Not only them, i felt that my boyfriend is also like that. Its like whatever i had done. Or the results that i had gotten, they are just not happy about it.. All they know is the praised other people's child. All they do is to praise how smart my cousins are, we well they had done for their exams. My parents would even feel happy for my cousins who had done well.. What about me?? I am your child. Yet, no matter how well i had done for my exams, you never say anything.. My boyfriend is also like that.. Recently, i am really very happy about my accounting because i got a B+.. I am really very happy about it.. And i am proud of myself because of that.. After telling my boyfriend, he never praised me, yet he told me, why not get an A? Next time get an A for me to see la.. That is all that came out from his mouth.. COME ON LA.. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS NOT EDUCATED AND I NEVER EVEN LOOK DOWN AT YOU.. I JUST GOT A BLOODY B+ AND YOU ARE NOT STANDING IN MY SHOE TO CELEBRATE THE HAPPINESS THAT I AM HAVING!! Not only him, my parents are also like that.. I really dont like this family!!
Yesterday i told them i want to go Taiwan with my friends.. But i never tell them that i will be only going with one friend.. Then they asked me why not go with tour and etc.. Then they keep commenting that i dont even know the place still dare to go there with friends and etc.. I know that you are concern about me.. But by then i will be 21.. When you are much younger, you also go wherever you want.. WHY YOU CAN AND I CANT? DO YOU THINK THIS IS BEING VERY FAIR TO ME?? They had never asked me how i am feeling with my school work and etc.. All they wants to see is the result.. DO YOU KNOW THAT I AM DAMN STRESS NOW BECAUSE I AM IN YEAR 3?? I am seriously alright with working and saving myself for my university fee.. i am alright with it.. BUT please dont make me think that go into university is something which i am not supposed to do just because you all dont have the ability to afford my expenses there.. =( It just make me feel that i dont want to be a member of this house. I just want to move out.. I always thought that my boyfriend will understand me.. Yet he dont.. I really feel hurt this time..
