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2011-04-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

After not blogging for so long, i almost forgot that this website actually exist!!!
I bet no one will even see my blog due to my in-activeness.

There are so many things which i want to share and say but i do not know where to start and what to say. maybe i am not used to this kind of thing.

2010-01-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

I went to clinic again as usual this morning. This time round, i went to take report instead of the usual visiting to get my medicine. I am super happy!!! =) I do not need to take medicine for the time being!!! It had finally recover. BUT!!!! BUT, there is still chances where it might relapse. So, next month, i will need to visit the doctor again. And after which, every 6 months, i will need to visit the doctor because he said that there are people who relapse between 6 months to 2 years.. So no choice but have to go back. But for the time being, i will take very very very good care of myself so that things will be "so far, so good!!" =)

2010-01-04T09:12:00.002+08:00

I went shopping for new years clothing yesterday, but yet, i did not really buy anything.. BORING!! Kind of waste of time!! =( But at least my bf will be doing shopping with me on Fri and sat!! I am so looking forward to it.. BUT, i will be having UT on Monday.. So, i will need to finish more chapter with 2 1/2 days instead of 4.

Holiday was rather bored!! As i was rather too busy with fyp or i am busy slacking at home!!! But i am glad that the 3 weeks holiday has finally passed =) I am so looking forward to next month. I think everyone knows about it.. I should be busy studying for the time being before heading for my shopping and "hair cutting session"..

2009-12-21T14:32:00.002+08:00

After changing my blog skin, i know i should at least upload a post or something, but i just felt that there is nothing to post at all. I know that there are many things happening in this recent weeks but there are nothing which i would like to post about.

Holiday started. And this will be my last holiday. I am thinking of looking for a job somewhere end of next month because i dont feel like rotting and wandering around looking for job when people around me have gotten theirs. It will seems to be as those i am kind of left out and etc. Plus, i got to save fast to be able to go Taiwan, a place which i always wanted to go since.

Currently, i am thinking whether should i get a desktop or not. Plus, my lappy is in a working condition. If i were to buy one, then i will have to start saving again from scratch which is kind of boring. Plus i might not have the motivation to save till this much. Plus in another 3 months time, mommy wont be giving me allowance anymore. If anyone have any recommendation with available full-time jobs, please let me know =D

2009-11-27T07:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!

I think Geraldine have been waiting for a long time for me to update my profile!! wahaha.. Do you actually feel honored that i finally update my blog for your sake.. lol.. I was playing my ds after which i was damn tired that i dozed off which resulted me to miss my show at 9pm!! When i woke up this morning, i thought that i was in dead meat because i have not done my RJ. I was lucky, the faci open it until sunday!!

Since i haven been blogging, i think i will blog about recent matters then.....

24/11 (tues)
I went tampines mall with lijuan to get tops for myself as a way to pamper myself because it is really a long time when i last went out to shop, but i was damn lucky to get a sponsor!! I got myself a cardigen, dress, top and a bag for $80plus. I should really thanks lijuan, without her, i will end up spending even more!! thanks =D

25/11 (wed)
I woke up at 845, get myself prepared just to go over to my bf's place to meet him!! When i reached his place at 10, i saw a guy sleeping in the living room half naked, i was like "who the hell is this person" till i asked my bf.. I realised that is was his friend. So we head to the room because he wants to sleep more.. He is so horrible that he lie on his bed for 2 hours without sleeping plus not wanting to wash up!! Idiot.. After his friend departure, he finally went to bathe and we head to have our lunch at billy bomber!! It had been a long long long long time since i last visited it.. After lunch, we head to iluma for 2012. I felt that its a nice show except for the ending part which is a bit kind of lame. But, its worth watching!! After movie, mommy called saying that she had received a letter from RP. She realised that i had missed 5 classes within this semester!! HOLY SHIT i thouht that i might even get killed after i reached home!! So i told him to stay at my place for the night.. When i reached home, mommy and daddy never scold me at all.. Instead mommy was asking me why i did not go home when i never even go for class.. Mommy also said that in future, if i want to skip class, i will need to inform her in advance plus i will need to inform the faci (which i also dont know for what). I told wan leng about this matter and she told me that she wants my mom.. lol.. For god sake, i dont even know that my mom is like this.. If i had known earlier, i would not be so worried that the letter might reach her hand. lol.

26/11(thurs)
I hated MIS until yesterday when i was in my new team. I thought that i might be in a team where i only contribute my doing the work instead of communicating with the team. If i were to do it in that case, my faci will sure give me a C because she will there is no form of team work between me and my team. I also do not except that i will be so active yesterday.. lol.. Even people from other teams as me for the solution towards the problem. lol. But I did not help them much because I have done my solution with the help of the 6P and other classes presentation slides.

2009-10-22T09:18:00.003+08:00

I am in my most sian class again.. OMG.. I think i will just die during this module. All is wish for is to get a C for this module and that is all. I dont need a B or anything better than C. Whereas on the other hand, i will just buck up for my other modules. I hope that for today, i will be able to make it as i do not want to get C again. Gettting a C for daily grade make me feel very irritated.. I just dont like that.. But i am in this class, whom i dont even know much people, plus, people who are noisy and i am close with are not in this class. Its kind of sian without them!! What can i do?

I am so looking forward for next month!! Next month, i will be able to get a new phone!! WAHAH! That is so finally, because the current phone which i am using right now is suck!! It keep on restarting as and when it like.. I wont say that i am sick and tired of this phone because its bought by my bf. I also choose it personally 2 years back. Plus, i am able to go shopping next month with Geraldine and my bf to get some new clothes!! Wahaha.. I am so looking forward!!

Anyway, back to my lappy, i think my lappy is going to die soon.. anytime!! Since i am going to work, i am thinking of getting a Desktop instead.. As long as its before my uni life ba!! Anyone would like to tell me any brand of desktop is good? =D

2009-10-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

I went school today but did not go for class because i am still rather angry that i got a C for her lesson. Can you imagine that this is my first C for this entire semester? I am freaking unhappy about it because i have done my work. The only thing might be, my rj is a little out of point, plus i never talk a lot during lesson time. What do you want me to say in front of those year 2? They are like kid in their own world.. Initially, i was thinking of changing module, but after a deep consideration, i am thinking of giving it a try. So i will gamble my gpa with this module. Hope that i will be able to do well. Whereas for my other modules, it seems to be alright as i am still getting a straight Bs from my other facilitators.

So this morning, i waited for Geraldine at the control station.. Can you imagine that she is late.. lol.. opps =X While waiting for her, i saw suyin, so we had a little chat regarding our fyp before she head to school WHERE i continue to wait for Geraldine!! So, i went school with Geraldine to get her password fixed and we had breakfast in school. After which we head back to woodlands where we take 858(if i am not wrong) to airport because it has been a long time since Geraldine went there. But we only hang around at T2 and T3.. And then, we took 36 down to suntec and we ate ichiban there.. After eating we were like damn full, where i keep on complaining that my lappy has become heavier!! So we went to walk around.. haha.. But after walking she got to go back already because she still need to attend a funeral..

2009-10-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

I am so wanting to know about the time-table for next monday as i am rather worried that i might not get the modules which i wanted as well as the people whom will be in my class for next semester.. I hoped so much that i am able to be in the same class with geraldine.. haha.. But there are people whom i dont want to be in the same class with as well.. As i am not a kind of person who like to POR others. So i sort of cant stand how some people can treat others.. WHICH ITS KIND OF FAKE!!

2009-09-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

I was DEMAND by KHNG LI JUAN and STANLEY CHO YAN QI to update my blog. MAIN REASON: They both agree that even if we dont meet up that often, they will be able to know whatever is happening in my life through my blog. But i dont agree so. HAHA. But i felt that it might be because they wants to STALK me, that is why they want me to blog. lol.

Currently, i am in my 1 month long holiday. And my job currently is to slack at home as well as going out with friends. Which is kind of bored because there is nothing to do at home. Even if i wants to go out, not everyone is free as they got to work as well as people who are serving NS and who are still schooling even though it is a school holiday right now for the primary and secondary students.

I went back to CC to "visit" the band but we up end taking out the instruments to play outside the band room. And we felt that the instructor is damn rude as he did not even greet us or even ask the band to greet us. Kind of disappointed with him, anyway, it had not been the first time. So, as we got used to it, it will be alright.. Anyway, CC will be merging with Bedok Town soon, I felt that it is rather good chance for CC because it is a rather small school and i felt that it does not really provide good facilities for the students to be there. Anyway, it is kind of sad because it is a place where i know my friends, eg: KHNG LI JUAN, cindy, eric, shawn, STANLEY CHO YAN QI, ben, wan leng, cairong, mr nazreen, mr badrul and etc..

2009-08-27T22:50:00.000+08:00

I haven been blogging for a month until i saw lj's tag.. lol.. Now even Geraldine is also reminding me that i haven been blogging for quite sometime.. haha.. Recently, there are somethings which i am not happy about.. But since it has past, i am not going to talk about it anymore..

I had finally finish all my UTs for this semester.. All i am left with is 15 weeks of lessons, which is about 60 lessons in total, 12 UTs and 1 FYP.. and 2 more CE points, and i am ready to graduate.. =) That is what i have been waiting for.. But i must plan what do i want to work after i have graduated because mommy and daddy dont intend to pay for my university school fee.. so i got to work for 2 years before i am able to go to SIM.. Many people told me that if i were to do that, i will not have the heart to study because all i will be thinking of will that earning money will be better than spending money.. But i also dont have a choice because i have no one to pay for my school fees.. Initially del and i were still thinking of going to uni together.. But i dont think i will be able to make it.. Plus, she dont want to wait for another 2 more years. So i got to endure all this thing all by myself..Anyway before going to uni, i also promise Geraldine that i will be going to Taiwan with her.. I am so looking forward to it!!

Yesterday i went to a museum with Geraldine near near to Victoria concert hall.. We went there for the sake of CE points.. haha.. I am still lucky because i am still short of 2 points.. Whereas Geraldine still short of 10 more.. So even if i had completed my points, i will still to go with her for any museum trip or talk.. But i will not need to do any RJ and etc because i had completed.. So i just there for the sake of company her.. haha..

I haven contact my boss about work for this holiday.. lol.. And she also haven contact me about it as well.. So i am thinking of contacting her next week because i am thinking of relaxing myself for this entire week as i have been studying all night for my UTs.. Anyway, my banking UT was out last night.. And, i got a D PLUS, my result was only 8!! OH MY GOD.. I never thought that i will have grade like this.. I am really disappointed with myself.. Hope that i had well for my last UT so as to bring up my grades. =S

2009-07-25T17:47:00.000+08:00

I felt that today is just not my day. Firstly, i totally forgot to do my RJ. I think i will be downgraded.. I think might be due to skipping of classes this week for my fyp resulted me in not remembering there is such thing call RJ.. lol..

I just had a tiff with my parents. I just felt that over this years, whatever i had done, they are just now satisfied. Not only them, i felt that my boyfriend is also like that. Its like whatever i had done. Or the results that i had gotten, they are just not happy about it.. All they know is the praised other people's child. All they do is to praise how smart my cousins are, we well they had done for their exams. My parents would even feel happy for my cousins who had done well.. What about me?? I am your child. Yet, no matter how well i had done for my exams, you never say anything.. My boyfriend is also like that.. Recently, i am really very happy about my accounting because i got a B+.. I am really very happy about it.. And i am proud of myself because of that.. After telling my boyfriend, he never praised me, yet he told me, why not get an A? Next time get an A for me to see la.. That is all that came out from his mouth.. COME ON LA.. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO IS NOT EDUCATED AND I NEVER EVEN LOOK DOWN AT YOU.. I JUST GOT A BLOODY B+ AND YOU ARE NOT STANDING IN MY SHOE TO CELEBRATE THE HAPPINESS THAT I AM HAVING!! Not only him, my parents are also like that.. I really dont like this family!!

Yesterday i told them i want to go Taiwan with my friends.. But i never tell them that i will be only going with one friend.. Then they asked me why not go with tour and etc.. Then they keep commenting that i dont even know the place still dare to go there with friends and etc.. I know that you are concern about me.. But by then i will be 21.. When you are much younger, you also go wherever you want.. WHY YOU CAN AND I CANT? DO YOU THINK THIS IS BEING VERY FAIR TO ME?? They had never asked me how i am feeling with my school work and etc.. All they wants to see is the result.. DO YOU KNOW THAT I AM DAMN STRESS NOW BECAUSE I AM IN YEAR 3?? I am seriously alright with working and saving myself for my university fee.. i am alright with it.. BUT please dont make me think that go into university is something which i am not supposed to do just because you all dont have the ability to afford my expenses there.. =( It just make me feel that i dont want to be a member of this house. I just want to move out.. I always thought that my boyfriend will understand me.. Yet he dont.. I really feel hurt this time..

2009-07-09T15:14:00.002+08:00

I had just gotten the grade for my marketing as well as accounting. For marketing, i am rather happy because i am consider lucky as i only manage to complete half the test yet i manage to get a D for it. And D its still a pass. So i am still contented, BUT, i will continue work hard, as i do not want to see my grade in this manner. Because it will demoralize myself.

As for accounting, I am very happy with the grade as i got a B+. This is the very first time that i get a B+ for the first UT. In the past, the highest grade i ever get for first ut will be a C. So B is a bonus to me. But i will also want to thanks GERALDINE for enduring with me during that period of study. Because of me, she has to stay in school until 7 before she can head home almost every single day. But her grade is slight worst then me.. And she told me that she wont want to teachme for accounting anymore because my grade is better than her.. Hey.. Dont like that la.. You can see the afford i put while you are teaching me.. whatever grade that i am having right now, its because of you.. WITHOUT YOU, I WILL NEVER NEVER GET A B+ FOR MY UT. THANKS!! =D

2009-07-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

HEADACHE!!

Got to get 2 birthday presents and a wrapping paper by FRIDAY.. I am so busy through out this week..

Tomorrow, i will be meeting del to get someone's birthday present which had already past!! Oh my god. I dont even know what to get for her. As well as getting del to help me for my coding for fyp

Tues and Wed, i need to be there for the fyp meeting. And after which, i will be going to meet him..

Thurs i will need to study for my accounting ut which is on fri. OH MY GOD!! I hope that the paper will be slightly easier.. I dont want to fail any of the modules.. Because i think i am going to fail my MARKETING MODULE!!

Fri, i will need to celebrate wan leng's birthday in advance as well as going for del's chalet after that.. Which is like rather rush for me. But the best part, I forgot to tell wan leng that i will be having a test until 445 on fri.

Sat i will have to attend 2 BIRTHDAYS CHALET.. THAT IS THE WORST PART BECAUSE I DONT KNOW WHO IS GOING TO CUT THE CAKE FIRST.. lol..

Finally on Sun, i will get to go home to rest for monday.. which i think i am going to get my monday blues.. haha.. =X

2009-06-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

I have not been blogging for a long time. So i am back here blogging if not someone will start kp-ing. haha.. You will know who you are.. haha..

During my 2 weeks of holiday, i am rather busy with going back to school thing as well as studying with Geraldine for the coming test.. I am thanks to have Geraldine to study with me, if not i do not have the motivation. Anyway, it is rather boring until Friday, i felt it is the most enjoyable out of the entire holidays. Even though i went school on Friday, i manage to go out with Geraldine for shopping, i bought a pair of shorts at 32.90 and a bikini 41.90 as well as eating out with Geraldine because i was damn hungry at that time. After getting those things, i would like to thanks my bf for them paying again. After shopping, i reached home at 6pm and feeling rather tired because i woke up at 530 for school and was like damn tired as for the last 2 days i had been waking up at 445. Even though after which i even everything at 1215. By waking up early, i dont get to get to sleep early either because once i reached home, i end up sleeping and waking up in the night. Which is like i wont be sleeping in the night. Which lead me to even tired.

Even though i was tired after shopping, i did not get any sleep because its a Friday. While i end up playing games and chatting online. Until 9 plus, i got a call from benjamin asking whether do i want for a meet up. So i was like ok because i haven been going out for a long time especially when be is driving. This is my very first time taking his car after he had got his licence. I felt that he drove well just that, he cant recognise the road well. No matter what, he seldom got the chance to drive. Anyway, we hung out until 3 plus before heading home, as i had received calls from my mom. I am really looking forward for another time when we will be able to meet up again.. haha.. Miss taking car out!! haha..

2009-06-05T14:17:00.003+08:00

I just went clinic with del a moment ago as she is not feeling very well due to headache. Initially she was thinking of going to the GP which is slightly cheaper as her main purpose is just to get a MC as she is having lesson in the evening. But since the GP is not open, so we went all the way to the main road to visit the doctor. We need to take our temperature once we reached there to prevent us from having "swine" flu. We went into the clinic under the sun but we were not having fever. So we were lucky. lol. After waiting for 5 mins, it was our turn so we went straight in. After the diagnosis, the doctor said that del is suffering from tension headache which is due to stress and muscle tense. Hope that she will be alright after taking the medicine! =) Anyway i should also take care of myself to prevent that i will be like her having tension headache as i had been rather stress with my work right now.. Only people who are close to me know what actually happen. Sorry to make you guys worry but i am really worry with my studies.

One week of holiday had past. I am still left with the last week of holiday. That is damn damn fast. Anyway i just hope that the holiday just dont go away because once school holiday end, my next holiday will be somewhere in Aug. Which is like so far away.. =(

Initially was supposed to meet Geraldine today to study but she was choosing clothe for her blog shop. So i do not want to make her rush here and there so i told that today i will be studying at home instead. Luckily i never meet her because she just reached home.. But i think if i were to meet her, she will rush, then she might not spot those nice clothes for her blog shop. haha. SO YOU SHOULD THANKS ME FOR NO RUSHING YOU.. haha!!

2009-05-25T08:52:00.002+08:00

I am so looking forward to next week because it will be my first holiday for semester 1. But i am not looking forward for the school term after the holiday because there wont be any holiday until the entire semester is over which is rather long and boring months to endure. Plus, i am unable to skip school anymore as i heard from some of my classmates saying that whenever we skipped class, without any MC or valid reason, a parent letter will be sent to our parents which is like wtf. We are not in secondary school anymore yet we are being treated this way. It is far to bored. What if we are not able to cope with our school work so we intend to stay at home for one day to study so that we will be able to catch up with whatever we had missed? I heard people saying that RP is so environmental school that is why we do not use paper, instead we used lappy. But i felt that this is not true.. They keep sending us letter will make us think that they are killing more trees. lol.

There will be 2 UTs for the entire week which is on Thurs and Fri. Boring!! Why cant it be today and tomorrow. Anyway, Geraldine and i will be staying in school to study. I think today we shall be studying on Accounting because i had already brought the note book for it. Then for tomorrow, i think we shall be studying for the UT le.

I shall be going for the coming it fair as i am thinking of getting a 1GB ram for my lappy as there is only 1 GB in it and it is running on vista. So i was thinking that after this year, it will not have any warranty so must as well get a ram so that i don't over work it. Part of it is due to not wanting mommy to spend money on this kind of useless thing. Some more, i might not get in a uni so why bother wasting money to get a new lappy straight after i graduate instead of waiting until i got the result whether i am continuing persuading my studies or after poly, i might be working already.

2009-05-23T19:22:00.002+08:00

I have been rather stress with my fyp, tests and my school work. Yet, i do not have the heart to study. I do not know why. All i hope is that i can at least pass my tests with a C grade. Even though to some people C is the worst grade they could actually achieve. Even i do not have the heart to study, i force myself to take down notes from the 6P and write it down in a exercise which i had just bought when i when to market with mommy. I would like to thanks Geraldine, Su yin and Kristy for the help they had given me for fyp. They jolly know that whatever i had done is because they asked me to. As the true fact is that i dont even know what the hell is to be done for fyp because there are things which i had learned last semester but had been forgotten. Yet, i did not take the initiative to do research on it because i am lazy to do so.. I hope that the 3 of you may forgive me. I shall stop blogging here while i continue with my studying right now.

2009-05-19T00:41:00.002+08:00

Today, i received a shocking news from mj saying that Jia Wei is dead.. Initially, i thought that he was just joking because Jiawei is not a kind of person who will commit suicide.. But the paper came out this evening and i had saw his photo there.. After knowing him, i felt that he is a nice guy who dont really bother what people say about him, so he is a type of people who is happy-go-lucky.. Till now, i really dont know how to accept the fact about it and i dont know how to accept the fact.. I just felt sad to lose a friend..

From the paper, it stated that he commit suicide because he is over-stress by the fyp thing which we are having right now.. I know fyp is rather stress to a certain extend but i dont know dying because you are over-stress is worth it.. because if you dont understand anything, you can say the advisor or even from friend.. Now things like this happen, what will happen to your team mates?? And he will be gone from this world after tomorrow.. I did not except a friend of mine will do this kind of thing.. I just dont know how to express my feeling right now.. Because he is still a friend of mine..

2009-05-11T22:45:00.004+08:00

Today is my first lesson for accounting.. It is just the same old stuffs which i had learned in secondary school.. But i felt that today's lesson is very interesting even though i had learn it before.. Because the way the faci explain to us make me understand even more.. Anyway, from now on, i will promise to attend all the accounting lessons and not missed anyone of them!!

In general, i felt that i enjoy my life in year 3 rather than year 2 because of the modules.. In year 3 whatever i am learning now make sense to me as in i know that there is link with whatever i studied now and when i get a job in future. Whereas in year 2, whatever i am learning is more on coding, coding and more coding which i find that i dont need codes like this unless when i am doing blogs and etc.. It will result me in not being able to have the mood to study..

Anyway, UT will be around the corner. I hope that i will be able to make it because i dont want to disappoint my mom as i dont want to retain another year and etc.. So, i will study whenever i can, and after 3 UTs, i will be having my 2 weeks holidays which i am looking forward for that day to come.. So i got to endure 2 weeks of full studying!! And, i will start asap before it is too late!! =)

2009-05-05T09:49:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i had finally went singing with geraldine.. haha.. I enjoy singing with her but i just felt that she sings too soft.. then is like a bit sian.. No matter how much i asked her to sing louder, at the most she will only be able to sing slightly louder.. But to her, she felt that its already very loud.. But, it also means that i had already pon twices for financial accounting.. ARGH.. Maybe i should go for class yesterday but its ok.. as long as i were to do better for my accounting everything will be fine.. =)

Geraldine skipped class again.. HEY STOP SKIPPING CLASS.. if not, when i want to pon somewhere in the middle of the semester, i doubt you will be able to pon with me le.. =(

I am rather hungry right now.. i want food.. i am really very hungry.. But i just started my class only.. i will need to endure another hour before i will be able to withdraw money and go for my break.. I am wondering when will i be getting my pay.. i am rather broke right now as i promise mommy that i will saving some money every month while my phone bill is rather expensive recently.. I think from next month onwards, darling will have to spare me some allowance.. Because by paying phone bill and saving money will make me broke every month.. Unless i really only spend 5 bucks per day!! So i will endure.. from now on, i think i can only spend that amount. But i believe darling will help me.. haha.. i know i am bad for doing that..

After school, there will be meeting again.. I felt that life in year 3 is so bored and meaningless.. because i have got meeting on almost all of the days which i will need to be in school.. On wed, i also need to be in school for the stupid meeting again.. i really very sick and tired of this kind of life because this is not what i want.. People like me will like to enjoy life rather than sufferring here!! I really dislife the life that i am having right now!!

2009-05-03T05:00:00.002+08:00

Right now i am at a cousin's place of mine whom is Del because tomorrow mom will not be free to go to the doctor with me.. so i will need her to go with me as i will need to take my blood as i have been taking that medicine of mine for like 1 year already.. I am rather worry about the result because if it is still not cure yet, which means i will need to continue to take my medicine again but this time, i doubt that it will be so frequent because it had been better as compared to previously.. But i do not want to take that medicine anymore because i do not want to waste mom's money on this kind of stupid sickness as compared to visiting doctor for her health.. I know to people reading this post will think that as i will be taking blood test tomorrow, then i should be sleeping now, but i just felt that i am unable to get any sleep.. even if i am on the bed right now, i think i will end up playing my DS or even itouch which i will be doing that soon as i do not want to be online right now and waste my cousin's electrical bill..

Today i am rather happy as this is the very first time that i am using the mac desktop of my cousin's as i had never used it before.. Of course i had used a macbook before.. I am rather envy of her because whatever i want, i can always find it in her house, other than those LV wallet and etc.. I have been rather addicted to playing pet society and restaurant city in facebook.. It might be due to i am those kind of people who likes to compare and win the game kind of thing that why i want to be in the first position instead of being second, third and etc.. But, i think i would also like to touch up on my sim 2 because it had been quite a long long time since i last played that, if playing at mavis's place is not counted..

I am supposed to have meeting for fyp tomorrow but Geraldine's place is not available for us to go over, so we intend to change it to tuesday instead of going all the way to Jurong because i am staying at Bedok. For me to travel to Jurong will be making me traveling from the east to the west then back to the east again.. i do not really like to travel so far especially when i will have up very early some more tomorrow i will be having my blood test, so it make me even feel like relaxing right now..

As i mentioned, i was at Mavis's place this afternoon.. Initially my main purpose going over there was to guide them tuition but end up everyone of us we like busy doing our own stuffs.. For dinner, we went over to Jack place as we do not know what to eat and everyone there has their own budget.. Anyway, i talked to laykai about the trip we might be having during my feb holiday and she said that she is okay with us going to taiwan instead of genting.. But as i mention early, i am unable to make any confirmation right now as my darling need to see whether he is able to take leave or not because going over to taiwan is like a 8 days kind of thing.. If he is unable to take the leave for that, then we might stick back to our previous plan which is going to Genting.. So laykai, do not put too high hope on going taiwan alright.. i will confirm everything with you again when the date is near.. haha..

2009-05-02T01:19:00.003+08:00

Oh My God, i over charged my DS last night.. i charged it from 12mn till 3 in the afternoon.. I just hope that the battery will not spoil so fast just because i overcharged it for one night.. =( Right now i am charging my itouch but i am sure i will not overcharge this because i am charging it using my lappy and the latest time that i will swtich off my lappy will be at 2. so there wont be a possibility for me to overcharged it.. =)

I was chatting with darling just now on the phone regarding where should we go after my year 3 which somewhere in feb but will be after chinese new year.. Darling was thinking of taking plane as he had not took plane before.. so i was thinking of going taiwan then but, we had a problem, because non of us had been there before so we were thinking of getting a tour guide but we dont know where to find unless we were to go to the tour agency.. On the other hand, i will also have to find some way to tell my parents about it before going because going there will be like a one week kind of thing.. But if my parents dont allow me to go there, then we shall go to Genting which i wil have to stick back my plan.. Moreover, darling will also have to see whether he is able to get his leave by then or not.. this time, i will have to save even more money le even though darling said that its okay as he is willing to pay for all my expenses when we are there!! =(

2009-04-30T15:29:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of the entire week!! i am so happy because there is no school tomorrow which means i will be able to play game at home.. It had been a long time since i last play computer game at home other than the games in facebook. But i also hope that he will be able to stay over at my place again.. But i know that it is impossible because he will need to work tomorrow..

I slept at 4 last night because i was gossiping with Stanley on the phone the entire night while he also wants to sleep early as he was rather tired.. Sleeping at 4 really made me very tired during class because i was not able to stay attentive throughout the lesson.. I even sleep once i had completed my presentation slides.. It had been a long time since i last chat with someone on the phone till so late.. haha.. Anyway, i hope that i was chatting with him instead of stanley because it had been a very very long time since i last chat with him for hours on the phone as he always told me that he is very tired as he will need to work to very next day.. From time to time, i also feel that he did not have ample time to accompany me because he is always busy with work.. So i hope that i will be able to go overseas only with him without my parents. I am already start planning things like this because i will need to save money instead of asking him to pay everything including of the hotel and etc..

2009-04-27T10:12:00.002+08:00

I just went over to JB with my cousins over the weekend.. haha.. I would say that we had a fun day over there.. But when i was there, i realised that i forgot to bring my touch over which is damn sian.. But at least i am lucky to have my DS with me, if not i will either bored to death or i will be sleeping throughout the journey.. When i was there, I spent only RM200 for the food and clothes when my parents gave me 300.. I bought a top from mango, esprit and 2 more stores which i am not too sure what is the brand of the store.. But i regret not buying more clothes.. So i think once i get my pay, i will be going shopping again.. haha.. =)

I did not attend school on fri as i was not feeling well so i went over to find my bf when he was having his meeting at parkway.. After which, i accompany him for his breakfast and then we went over to bugis to play arcade before heading to his place.. I am so happy that he promised me that he will be getting me my LV wallet at the end of the year.. haha.. I will say that recently, he is rather good to me as he is willing to give in to me and etc no matter how much i disgrace him in the public.. i will say that i am lucky to find a bf like him.. So i think i will watch out my attitude more often instead of having him angry.. =)

2009-04-23T10:33:00.002+08:00

I had my fyp meeting with the advisor and etc at 830.. i was lucky that i manage to reach there on time because everyone was waiting for me. i mean at woodlands interchange. The advisor was rather strict and she wants a lot of things from us. This is just the first week of school which is also the start of our fyp but we are supposed to know how to plot the chart by next week. which mean the advisior will give us the fomula that she wanted and we will have to plot for her. the worst part is that, we will have to use flash chart to present to her.. lol.. i think i am going to suffer a lot from not being able to sleep well ba..

Today is my very lesson for marketing. i think that marketing is a rather boring module. but i think its the faci problem because she treats us like a kid as we are in year 3 right now but whatever we are going to do, will be whatever she had list to us which is rather sian.. i think i am going to do my worksheet now.. =(

2009-04-22T00:02:00.002+08:00

Today is the second day of a year 3 life.. i felt that for this first 2 days, everything seems to be fine as well as so far so good.. But one point dont seems to be too good might be because i am just used to having the same people around me because for this 2 days, i am grouped with people whom i had known previously no matter is secondary school or even people from other semesters.. Anyway, i think that i will suffer a lot on thursday because i do not know anyone there.. So i just hope that the class will not be too quiet because once they are quiet i will also not be in the right mood as i will also be quiet with them..

I am very tired today because i can just dozed off after having dinner i know it will affect my health by doing that because i am just simply tired.. The next moment i realised was that when i was awake, i was in my blanket because daddy pass it to me.. but i will say that i am rather touched that he is so consent about me.. lol.. but i did not use the balnket because my living is too warm for me to use that even though it is in the night.. On the other hand, mommy also came back with i woke up because she was busy chatting with daddy..

Tomorrow i will be going to Tampines 1 with cindy and li juan.. So far, i have not been there even though i am just stay at bedok so i will hope that it worth me going because i felt that there is much thing for me to shop during the area of Tampines.. If it worth me going over, i will save my money and shop there after coming back from Malaysia then!! =)

2009-04-19T02:21:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow i will have to go back to school.. OMG my 3 months of holiday just ended this way.. i am so not craving for school right now.. I am so bored.. Imagine i will have to wake up in the early morning and sleep early in the late.. But i will say that, i am lucky to have my lesson at 10 for the first and second lesson whereas the rest will be at 915.. which is like damn bored man.. because initially i thought that all of my lessons will start at 10..

Yesterday i had dinner with wan leng, cs and ck.. i think it might be the last time that we will be contacting ba.. somethings had changed and it will never be the same anymore.. Yesterday gathering seems to be fine.. But everyone knows that deep in our heart, we dont feel it that way.. so i shall be preparing for the worst ba.. anyway, instead of thinking this kind of stupid thing, i shall put more effort in studying then..

Anyway, i lucky to have him taking off on the first day of my school.. haha.. But i hoped that the entire sem will be a rather good and easy de.. because i am sick and tired of making new friends and changing of groups even thought i will be to be like working in a new environment.. But i just dont like that la.. It is damn irritating starting everything all over again.. lol.. Anyway, this is how RP works.. so i have no choice to accept whatever is given to me ba.. Lastly, I hope that i will be able to pull up my GPA ba.. Should no more skipping of classes and etc le!! =(

2009-04-09T03:13:00.002+08:00

I went to orchard with lj, cindy and eric for a movie.. And we watch something which had never came across to our mind before we decided it.. Because the movies in our minds were love or the unborn.. Eric watch the show unborn already so which is like no point as him to watch it again whereas for love, we thought that it was something not nice in the first place until we saw the poster but at that time, we already bought the tickets for the Hotel For Dogs. I would say that it is a very very nice show to watch.. I felt that the storyline is really great even from parts to parts we felt that it is a little bored.. the movie last us about an hour and fifty..

After movie, we went over to wheelock place because i wanted to get a crumpler bag for school.. But i will say that the bag which i saw online and the bag i saw in the shop is really very different because there are more bag online rather than in the shop, i was lucky that i manage to get the bag i wanted.. which i had seen it from the website.. which is also the one that eric had.. and that bag cost me 98 bucks which is like 7bucks cheaper as compared to the price which i had seen online.. after getting my bag, we headed to far east where lj and cindy also bought a bag for school.. lol..

After getting the bag, we went for dinner.. initially we went to a restaurant in paragon but we feel that there is nothing nice in the menu but the price is like damn expensive.. so we went to taka.. we wanted to get sushi teh but they only left with sushi and sashimi which dont really make us full and yet we got to pay more those kind of thing.. so we went to coffee club for dinner.. this is my first time there and i felt that the food there is acceptable as well as the price.. but i dont really like my latte.. because it is very very bitter. lol..

Even though i missed the show i wanted to watch, i really enjoy the day out with them because we dont really got much time going out together.. =)

2009-04-07T23:08:00.002+08:00

I am so happy that my bf had just bought me a ipod touch today.. haha.. i wanted it since last month and he promised me that he will get one for me this month.. lol.. Love you a lot!! =) Anyway, i will say that i am still an idiot to that ipod touch so i am getting a lot of information on who its work from stanley. thanks!!

Anyway, yesterday was my last day in trolley because my school will be starting in like 2 weeks time, on the other hand, my bosses also have enough staffs for the time being.. haha.. so i will only be able to work during my holiday.. so i am currently named under the jobless category.. Anyway, its ok la. haha.. I will say that i am lucky to have my mommy to support me even though i do not have a job right now. But for this 2 weeks, i will be rather busy with friends as well as projects.. while is rather a pain for me..

2009-04-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

I had work today at the boutique.. I would say that it is a rather long and boring day because not much people patronized the shop.. Which was as bad as yesterday.. But one thing better is that i had sales today when i do not have any yesterday.. But the sales was rather bad as well.. i only manage to make $34.60.. And the worst part, out of all the customers, only 1 group bought something which result them to spend 8 bucks, whereas the rest of the sales are being made by wan leng and i.. i bought a bull terrier handphone accessories which cost me $9.90.. Whereas wan leng bought 2 of the bull terrier and a paper soap which cost her $16.60.. lol..

Previously, there was also an auntie who is rather interested in the luggage.. I explained a little to her but she said that she can only make the decision only when her husband reached the shop as he was looking for a parking lot.. When i went over to entertain other customers in the shop, she went off without saying anything which is a little WTF.. She made me pin some hope on her for making at least a hundred for my sales and dissapoint me the next moment.. But i just hope that she will drop by the next day..

I am rather grateful to wan leng for being there for me in the shop because she knew that i dared not close the shop alone in the night because when i closed the shop, most of the shop beside mine had already close which make the road rather empty even though there are some construction workers around.. Anyway, Monday will be my last day working for the entire month because my boss did not put my schedule after that.. hope that i will also be able to work when my school starts because i really dont want to get money from mommy anymore.. because i felt that it is rather embarrass for a person like my age to take money from her.. some more we dont belong to the rich family.. lol..

2009-03-29T19:37:00.002+08:00

I am both sad and happy that i do not need to go taka and work anymore.. I am happy because i dont really like the working environment there because there are a lot of things we are not allowed to do there, such as talking.. lol.. I can only talk when the managers in charge of that section is not around.. On the other hand, i am sad because of the people there.. I know people always says that you might not be working here anymore.. But it does not mean that you dont meet them out anymore.. But the problem is how often do you really meet them out.. I would say that even i had know them less than a month, but my days there with them being around with me make me feel very happy.. =)

Since i am not working at taka anymore, it also means that my scheulde for april will be lesser as compared to march.. so i will need to save money.. Sorry if i promised to meet you people out during april.. But i am really broke le.. because i have things to get before school starts.. especially cr.. i am very sorry about it.. I will make it to you during one of my holidays when i had save enough money to open a bottle alright.. =)

Recently, i am playing on a game called Restaurant city on facebook, i felt that this play is rather bored because there is nothing you need to do when you play this game except for some re-decorating of the shop.. Other than that, you can actually do other things when you are playing that game.. just like i am currently blogging, doing some research on the net while i am playing that game.. lol.. i know to some people out there, it is a very very boring game.. lol..

2009-03-24T17:05:00.002+08:00

I had been weeks since i last blogged.. I realised that i am getting lazy to blog every now and then even when i am online.. Because, i would say that i got hooked while playing Sim 2 recently.. I haven been playing facebook as well.. I know that had been a long ago kind of game.. But i just enjoy playing no matter it was in the past or even currently.. I started playing that last year, but in between, i stop playing as i change my OS to vista and at that time, the Sim 2 that i was playing does not support vista.. But the one which del passed to me supported vista, that is why i am back playing sim 2 again.. lol..

Today, i am back in shop again.. haha.. finally i got the chance to come back because i felt that taka is very bored.. and when i am in taka, i cant sit, cant talk too much as well as having a fix break time which i rather bored.. Whereas in the shop, i can eat whenever i want.. But i think i cant eat too much because recently, my bosses had installed 2 CCTV in the shop, so whatever i am doing now, i should also beware to prevent myself from danger.. lol..

I almost sold many things this morning.. But last minute, everyone just dont want it.. For example, there is an auntie wanting to get a luggage. I even got out the new piece of luggage, but she did not want it in the end, i think it might be due to whether the product is made in Japan or Thailand.. Is it very important?? And i also realised that we do not really earn much for the luggage.. So, end up, i only manage to sell 1 thing.. which is the shower cap.. WTF!! Just dont understand why is my sales so bad when i had done whatever i can.. lol.. i just feel very sad about it..

Its ok.. i will pull up my socks!! I believe that i will do better if the next customer comes and i will need to sell something this time.. Because my sales end since morning.. and till now, i only have that one and only sales.. Ok!! i need to go and edit whatever Denise had forgot to do.. =)

2009-03-04T18:46:00.002+08:00

I was late for work this morning, i reach here by cab, was due to drinking last night.. I drank 3 small bottles of carlsberg.. I know people out there might might think that only 3 bottles and i am drank.. Actually, it was not the case.. The main reason i was a little drank was because i was very very hungry with i started drinking the beer.. When i reached home, i was very very tired that i even dozed before my bf finish his paper, drying his hair as well as offing the light.. Anyway, we went to pasir ris park for that supper-cum-drinking as we are celebrating his brother's birthday which is today.. I really love the cake from Prima Deli.. But i never bring my camera as i was working at taka yesterday, as well as preventing it from being stolen..

Talking about taka, my store had a small place in Takashimaya departmental store.. Anyway, i will say that business there, for my store, was really very bad because everyone did not even take a look at our products instead they just walk past without any seeing.. =.=

Yesterday was our first day there.. Which made me very very pissed off when the aunties there.. ESPECIALLY THE FEMALE SUPERVISOR AND THE LADY WHO WORK NEXT TO OUR COUNTER. We reach there at about 1055 in the morning.. So we just stand about our products when the people around our counter KEEP ON pointing at all of our product and whispering about.. which made us feel very irritated.. then not long later, the lady was complaining to that supervisor of our level regarding one of our table had over the line.. And she wants to push our first table towards the wall and the reason was because she is afraid that people walking past might hit down her things from one of her tables.. So Denise and i were telling her that our bosses will be coming down so we told her to wait.. But they seems to be insisting of pushing so i got Denise to call one of our bosses regarding whatever i going to happen.. When Denise went to make the call, they went to push the table.. Who knows, the table moved but the base did not move.. Which make things even worst for us.. When they came down at around 5, we have to moved everything about, and, i could see that mindee is rather unhappy.. And the best thing is that when mindee was there, everyone from different stores came over to our tables pretending to see things in our table as well as kpo-ing.. But the actual fact, they are there because they want to see mindee and etc.. After mindee and Joyce left, everyone tends to treat us very good.. Do you think that we are idiots, they treats us well just because of her..

Tomorrow i will have to be there because Denise will not be free.. So no choice have to mingle around with the aunties because min yi will not be there.. She is a new friend which i had been when i was at taka.. she is not an auntie instead she was even younger than me.. haha.. i felt glad to know that she is also from RP.. waha.. My bf is here in shop to accompany me.. So i will have to entertain him now.. haha.. i know i had used the wrong words.. haha..

2009-02-27T00:34:00.003+08:00

Today is a rather tiring day even though i only work for the second half of the day.. I woke up earlier than usual as i promised Del that i will be getting BK for her.. But when i at Bugis, i remembered that wan leng was there as well so i asked her whether do i need to get BK for her.. End up, the 3 of us ate the same things.. AND the both of them ate without paying!! lol.. Before starting work, I went over to Taka for a short interview as well as briefing with Joyce.. At least i do not need to go there myself because the day before, Mindee was like asking me whether Joyce will be driving me there or i will be going there myself.. I went to Taka for a interview was because i will be working there from next week onwards, but, there will be shifts between Densie and me.. After my interview, i met up with Joyce to go back to the store.. I also realised that she bought us top from G2000.. lol.. So anyway, when i went back to work, wan leng left already.. But she did gave me a message about it.. After which, Del and i were busy doing the Taka things..

I thought that Mindee will be there at night because that was her initial plan, as well as my hope.. because previously, whenever i was doing closing, my bf will be there with me since he will be working until 10 tonight, so i have no one else to accompany me.. SO I AM ALL ALONE FOR THE NIGHT DOING CLOSING.. At least, i manage to finish everything fast and left there as soon as possible.. haha.. I will be working on monday for the second shift because Mindee thinks that if Denise and i were to work from 1130am is to tiring because after closing, we will still need to head down to Taka to transfer the stock over and we will officially start working on tuesday.. So Mindee will be doing opening with wan leng.. and she will go back and rest while Denise and i take over.. I made her have that idea because i know that her health isn't that good but i also dont know how serious is her health.. I will just hope and wish that she will get better each and everyday.. =)

Tomorrow i will be going to celebration bf's birthday with him.. Till now, i still did not come out with any restaurant to go.. So all i can say will be that whatever he wants to go, i will go with him.. But i hope that he will not spend too much.. And i will give him his present slightly later because i have not had my pay yet.. So sorry about it.. =) So, now i shall continue with my pet society.. =)

2009-02-26T02:20:00.003+08:00

I had the sudden urged of blogging right now even though i am not too sure what i am going to blog.. lol..

This week had been a rather busy week for me.. Firstly, i am currently busy with work, bf as well as meeting people out for tanning-cum-swimming as well as playing badminton.. from this week onwards, i will declare that i will only have 1 off day which will be on sunday. So i will try to make plan for tanning and badminton again.. But i am definitely sure that we will be having a badminton session on this coming sunday but timing is not fixed yet.. so CK and CS, please confirm with me again because it had been a long time since the 3 of us played badminton together le.. I hope that this time we will be able to play it.. Dont disappoint me alright.. whatever had happened, let it happened ba.. Anyway life just have to move on, so no point being sad and etc anymore.. we will still be friends no matter who got the girl and etc.. i miss you the gathering we had a lot.. Hope that we will be able to have a steamboat session soon alright!! =)

From next week onwards, live will be very tiring because i will need to work at tanjong pajar as well as taka.. Oh My God!! I will start going to taka from this sat.. This time round, i really dont have time for bf and friends as well as not having a proper off day.. because i will spend my off day with my friends instead of staying at home and sleep-cum-rest..

Tomorrow will be my bf's birthday.. Hey people, do you have any restaurant to recommend?? I really have no idea which restaurant will be good as i have a number in my mind.. lol.. Please help alright.. thanks!! =)

PS: wan leng, i get you a job.. so you owe me ONE MEAL!! I WILL BE WAITING!! muahahahah =P

2009-02-19T18:11:00.002+08:00

People who wanted to know how had i done my BTT, i am sorry that i could not contact anyone in the first place because i did not bring my phone out.. so sorry about it.. When i knew that i did not bring my phone, i was in the cab already.. I would say that i have a good news for everyone.. haha.. because i PASSED my BTT!! wahah.. =) i did not register for my FTT straight because i dont know where to register.. haha.. Initially i thought that i did not do well for my BTT even though i had passed the 2 trial testes because there are a number of questions which i am not very sure of the answers so i was tried my luck on those questions.. I think i am considered lucky!! and the best thing is that, i only spend 11 mins for the actual test.. which is like OMG!!

Since i had finish my BTT, i think i should be prepared for my FTT as well.. And i will be registering for my FTT very soon.. I hope that i will pass my FTT for the very first time i took it because i dont want to fail myself and retaking the test again.. Firstly, i will not have the heart to study even though i had done badly once.. Secondly, i do not want to waste more money for things like this.. I hope that all my test will ends asap!! As for my driving exams, i will only take them once i have more time.. which will only be able once i finish my year 3 ba, as that is the only time i have instead of skipping or even go for the lesson after school.. because it will either affect my grades as well as making me feeling very tired.. =)

2009-02-14T23:39:00.002+08:00

Happy valentine's day to people are celebrating it!! *including myself.. =)*

I did not have the chance to celebrate my v day with him because he had to work.. initially, we planned to catch a movie after his work but he had to end at 10 instead, so we had to cancel the plan.. End up, i spend the whole day sleeping as well as playing mahjong with my parents in the afternoon.. In the night, mom wanted to cook for dinner and do not know what to cook, so i suggested that why not we dine out instead because it had been a long time that the 3 of us had not have dinner together outside due to many circumstances. So i suggested that i will be treating them instead of them treating me.. So we headed to 85 market after mahjong and bath..

I did not really enjoy the dinner. Its was not because of the food tasted sucks or even i had quarreled with my parents over the dinner.. I felt that they do not really want to order much food as they are afraid of spending my money.. It make me feel really bad.. even when i asked my dad whether he wants any drinks or not, he also reject about it.. The total of the dinner includes the drinks only cost me $22.50 when there are 3 person eating it.. If i had known earlier, i would rather that we dine in at changi point, having steamboat at bugis or even dining in at any restaurant instead.. The thought of the dinner make me very angry.. But of course i never show them my face because i know that they do not want to spend my money also.. After dinner we went to NTUC to shop for some goods.. This time, i also insist that i will be paying for everything as well as getting a bottle beer for them.. haha.. This time make me feel better.. Anyway, finally, i had dinner with my parents outside without my bf along.. it is really a long time since we had done that.. I would say that at least i make the time for them instead of keeping on going out with my bf instead.. =)

2009-02-11T01:38:00.002+08:00

I am writing this post in my dark room. I am unable to on my lights because my bf is already asleep on my bed and i dont wish to wake him up because he will need to wake up at 645 for work tomorrow as he will be having a meeting. I dont really like to type in the dark because i kept on hitting on the wrong key which will produce wrong words even though i am used to typing without looking at the keyboard. lol.

Ok, i had already changed my blog skin but there are still things which had not been changed and i dont know how to change as well as cant be bothered to change due to laziness.. I am rather happy with the skin that i had choosen. But i realised that my songs are not able to start on its own and i dont understand why.. maybe one of these days, i will get someone pro in html to help me with it..

Next thursday will be my BTT and i am not really prepared with it. I felt that part of it might be due to that last month i had been kept on studying too much with that book so now, whenever i am looking at that book, i feel rather sleepy.. No matter what, i will start my revision again on this saturday because i doubt that i will be going out as there is no one to ask me out.. not even my bf as he will need to work on that day until 9.. and i dont think i will also want to meet him after that because he will need to work the next day as well..

Ok.. i think i will stop blogging here because i will still need to work later in the morning.. as well as needing to wake up early.. =) good night!!

2009-02-04T17:31:00.002+08:00

Today i am not alone instead i am having eunice with me.. haha.. i am feeling rather contented to have someone with me while working. Firstly is due to the store room and secondly is due to there is no one to talk to me so it will be rather bored.. haha.. i manage to know where are most of the stocks kept.. And now i am studying the prices of the stock as there are different prices for different stocks!! haha.. i know i am saying something nonsensical.. Anyway, today's sales is better than yesterday.. Oh My God!! i still cant differentiate left and right when i am speaking in chinese.. someone next to me is laughing at me.. argh!!

Sunday i will be going to ktv with wan leng and etc.. To geraldine, i know that you will be feeling angry but i have all my sundays with them.. so its like a used to it thing to meet them on sunday.. so dont be angry about it.. so sorry!! =X

Its raining right now.. yet, there are still no customer around except 3 who just went off.. haiz.. anyway, that all for today ba.. i will continue to make fun of the someone next to me!! haha.. So longgg..

2009-02-03T15:08:00.002+08:00

I am currently working right now.. haha.. I am feeling rather bored because there is no customers to serve right now, i am the only one working in the shop for today, no sales and there is nothing for me to do.. so i decided to blog right now for a short post before my boss reaches here.. haha.. i am blogging while reading through the stock inventory to know more about the stocks, their prices and etc.. I will need to try to remember whatever i can because i have been very forgetful nowadays.. I am so scared that i might not be able to make it.. haha.. because this is my very first time working in a sales industry plus one of my bosses is a artist.. It makes me feel even worry.. because i dont want to leave any bad impression towards people who dont know me well.. as for people like wan leng, geraldine and etc.. they know me very well le.. so leaving bad impression to them from time to time is ok.. am i right.. ahah..

A minute ago, it was raining cats and dogs.. and right now, it had stop.. it had stop so instantly.. lol.. working here is rather slack and fun.. as for the pay, i felt that it is alright because this shop is only 3 months old.. it is just a baby right now.. but i know that this shop will eventually do well because of the things that they are selling even though it is rather expensive.. I will say that people dont pay for the name instead, they are paying for the importation fees as well as the designs.. I think i am starting to like this job.. I think wan leng will be very shock to hear this from me because she knows that people like me will never never like to serve people in the sales industry... But seriously, i am starting to like the people as well as the feeling of the shop even though i still thinks that the store room is a little scary because it is rather dark even in a bright sunny afternoon due to the stocks.. =) I will try my best to overcome this feeling which is within me.. haha..

Hopefully i will not be doing the closing alone.. I hope that my boss will stay with me until i lock the door.. but she is a very busy person.. so she might not even be free.. Ok.. i will end blogging here need to continue to read my stock inventory before she comes.. haha.. =)

2009-01-31T20:57:00.002+08:00

I am FINALLY back with internet.. I must really thanks wan leng for it.. if it wasn't her, i will not be able to blog, check mail, as well as playing with pet society right now.. thanks many many!! haha.. i am really very very happy right now.. I do not know how to explain my happiness right now.. wahaha.. So for people who keep saying that i am MIA or even not updating for the time being.. you should understand me because it is ont my fault that i dont want to be online instead, i am unable to be online..

Life have been rather free for me till yesterday when i officially started work.. I went for interview last wednesday and got into a job.. haha.. the shop is actually opened by one of the artist.. I got this job from my cousin as she is starting school soon.. So i am just like taking over her place.. I am still not sure when will my off day be but i am very sure that for the time being, i will be off on very sunday because the shop is not opening on sunday.. Hopefully, i will not need to work very single day because it is rather tiring for me.. especially who is sick like me.. haha.. Working there seems fun and i never thought that i will work in a sales line because i hated that.. people who know me well will understand what i mean.. but i really felt that i had changed a lot.. because i am starting to like my job.. haha.. =)

2009-01-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

I went school for a talk today which is has a little relation with my next year's course and module. The talk is rather bored but from parts to parts, there are also some interesting part because i had never use a application like that before.. The name of the application is SAP..

The talk end was supposed to end at 12 noon but since we are able to complete the quiz and the slide fast, we end up leaving 15mins before.. RJ and i took bus back to interchange and i went to meet my bf at bus 168 whereas RJ went to take MRT (I think).. We went to ubi CDC to register for my BTT trial test as well as the actual test.. So the test will be on the 19 of Feb.. Which is also on a Thursday.. I hope that i will be able to make it because i dont want to waste his money.. After registering, we went to bugis for lunch and head to acarade.. We had a challenge on Initial D 3.. haha.. I manage to win him because of the guidance from ck previously.. haha.. thanks!! =)

Stayed at his place till 8 and we took bus 2 back to bedok.. During the journey, there came a ticket inspector.. i think due to the packness of the bus, so she moved in with the crowded.. until she stood next to me.. When she stood next to me, i was chatting with my bf.. then she was like " can you all move in, you all dont want to move in, others will also want to bored the bus. " But the way she phase the sentence seems to hint that we are blocking the way.. But next to my bf, there is 2 lady standing there.. They were the ones who dont even want to move in.. how do you even expext us to move in.. Some more, if we were to move in, people sitting at the end will have difficulties when we want to alight the bus.. after my bf got the seat, i, still, did not manage to get in because there is a man whose hand is like blocking the way.. then the lady standing next to him dont even want to move in.. so i had no choice until to wait for the bus to move 2 stops before i am able to move in.. whereas the ticket inspector just took the seat in front of me when a man stood up.. what the hell lor.. after that, she took out her phone to shoot on the empty space between me and the lady.. The problem is, i also want to move in.. But how i am supposed to move in when others who want to get off the bus woll have diffculties especially with that uncle's hand blocking the way.. I was complaining to my bf when i manage to get the seat next to him.. We alight at bedok interchange instead of my place because it was still early to go home.. We spend about 13 bucks at sheng siong buying drinks, instant noodles and buscuit.

2009-01-11T22:11:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i went to play badminton with cs and ck.. I felt that it is a rather enjoyable where are are people who will be willing to play this kind of thing with me.. I really did not expect that.. haha.. wan leng did join was after her project meeting but she did not play with us because part of it, she is not in the playing attire as well.. But next saturday, i will also be playing with badminton with them as well but i hope that this time, wan leng will be able to play with us.. right!! I reached home at around 9 and was really very very very tired because i will go for a swim as compared to exercise like this.. But i really enjoy even though when we are playing half way, an aunt and a girl joined us which result us in not wanting or even having the mood to play because she is a person who can really play very well.. Even cs and i cant win her.. lol..

Today, we went to celebrate ck birthday at billy bombers because i had the voucher and the voucher is going to expire soon.. It cost us a lot but since there are 3 of us sharing, the price seems to be rather fine.. And we share a cake as well which is from prima deli.. i felt that the cake there is rather delicious.. after which, we went to arcade.. I spent the most among them because i am rather addicted with initial D 3.. haha.. i really enjoy myself playing that.. so if i were to have a chance to go with my bf on wed, i will also be playing that again.. but this time round, i think i will limit myself to 10 bucks.. spending 14 bucks on things like this and a few other games dont really worth the price.. Actually, it is rather waste of money but because i am addicted, i have no choice.. haha..

ps: CK HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY!! =)

2009-01-05T11:04:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of school.. OMG!! Initially, i did not intend to come for class.. Due to pon-ing too much, so i will need to be here for the next 2 weeks excluding today.. So i need to endure another 11 days for coming to school before my next holiday coming.. During my holiday, i will be focusing on taking my BTT as well as looking for a job.. I would like to try out on a office job.. So anyone who has the lobang for that, please inform me alright!!!

I will not be getting my 2.3k burberry bag for the time being.. I will be getting that for my 21st birthday.. YEAH!!! Instead for the time being, i will be taking my driving licence.. But dont pin too high hope for my BTT because i think i might fail!!! Since there are still many point or even rules which i dont understand as well as not being able to remember after reading through.. It might be because i am too nervous about it ba.. =( But, he will still be the one paying for everything that i will be participating in.. Thanks darling!!! =)

2009-01-01T20:29:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year to everyone!!!

Yesterday i WOKE UP AT 6 in the MORNING.. lol.. It had been a long time since i wake up at that time.. I think part of the reason was because i give up my bed to my bf while i slept on the floor.. The reason for sleeping on the floor was because he had to work and i dont want to disturb him, so i had to lend him my bed.. I know to some of the reader might think that it is lame, but i did not have a choice!! I felt that sleeping on the same bed is not easy.. =) After which, from 6 to 8, i went on playing my DS.. and then, i had to wake him up for work!! We had breakfast together before he went to work while i went back continuing playing my DS as well as preparing myself for the outing sesstion with wan leng and the 3 Cs!! We met at 1130++ in the morning at bugis MRT for ktv session!! i am sorry that i did not book any room before hand because i forgot that it was new year eve!! =) i met ck first and then was cs.. Soon after meeting cs, he took out a book from his bag and carry on reading.. If you want to study, then what for come out with us?? if you want to study, must as well you do your studying at home. When you finish studying, you just meet us for dinner since the ktv session is until 550..

After the ktv session, we head to billy bomber for dinner because at that period of time, there is not much people there whereas places like KFC and yoshinoya is already having a full house.. I was sharing my dinner with wan leng because i am feeling rather full.. After dinner, we went over to wan leng's house void deck because i dont want to go home so early as it is a new year's eve.. As wan leng is not feeling well, so we felt her place at around 10.30..

Seriously, i not really enjoy the outing this time as compared to the outing which we had while having my birthday celebration in advance.. I know this is non of my business but i felt that i had some rights to give some comments on things like this even though it might hurt someone feeling.. I am sorry but i have to say.. Personally, i felt that 3 person liking a person is nothing wrong because you can have the whole world to like you.. But from ones expression, attitude, past experiences and etc, do you think the 3 of you should be having her so much pressure?? Firstly, she just broke up with her bf for like a few months. Dont you people feel that she needs a break?? All she needs now is a break and not the undergoing the nonsense that you peope are giving her.. Secondly, do you even know what if her wants and etc?? She may seems like a little girl to you, but the problem is, she is not because she has her way of doing things and etc.. If she were to be a little girl, do you think she will be able to do well for her exams and etc?? Lastly, she is not a 小女人 where she needs people to protect her and etc.. She might be a little small size and etc, but that is different from being a 小女人.. She do not need people to be protective over her!! If you like her, dont you think you should know her more?? Instead of giving her whatever "love" which she dont even need??

Do you think she will even dare to accept anyone of you?? If you say you like her, did you even stand in her shoe to think for her?? You people dont even understand her and you people keep giving her pressure SHOWING how much you like her and thinking that, that is what she need.. But in fact, she is feeling very tired seing things like this instead.. That is all i can say.. If you really like her, STAND IN HER SHOE AND NOT GIVING HER PRESSURE!!

2008-12-27T16:23:00.003+08:00

CK, CS and CY!!! How do you expect me to update my blog every now and then?? it is not easy to be able to come out with entries for people to view every single day, some more, i am not that kind of person who will do that everyday.. i will only do that when i am free and have the time because i prefers long entry instead of short ones.. =)

I enjoy myself, i think ourselves, when we are at CS's house during Christmas eve with my darling wan leng, and the 2Cs.. We had cooking session, steamboat session, gaming session, mahjong session, movie session, outing session (at shop and save) as well as chatting session.. =) I enjoy the cooking session because it is my first time being in the kitchen with friends around instead of having my parents around.. When i am at home, i don't really touch any housework, so cooking will of course be out of the point.. lol.. anyway, i admit that i think i really mess up his kitchen.. lol.. OPPS=X.. But, whoever who had ate the food did not have any indigestion after that.. So it is a rather good point of starting.. haha.. After eating is cleaning up, i did not do much cleaning because i want to watch little nyonya.. haha.. But at least i did help wan leng to clean her steamboat thingy!! haha.. must thanks me a lot ok!! After eating, we had some mahjong session and i won the MOST CHIPS!! haha.. then we watch a movie, I dont what is the name in english.. After that we head to shop and save at 5 IN THE MORNING!! We reach back CS's place after getting whatever we need. haha.. CK, CS and wan leng headed to bed whereas CY and i keep on chatting until the time reaches 7 in the morning then wan leng, CS and CK came out of the room and join us.. After which, we left at the time of 9++..

PS: wan leng, you should know that i am a person who likes to ask why de ma.. So you cant blame me for asking CY WHYs de ma.. haha.. =)

Anyway, i wont be getting my burberry so soon le because i like the 2.3k de instead the 850 de. so he wants me to wait for him to save more money.. So i have to wait for another 2 - 3 more months before i am able to get it.. SAD!!

2008-12-16T15:17:00.003+08:00

Ok, i am back here updating new post again because ck said so.. *just kidding =)* I went to Melaka during the weekends with the tour including my parents and bf. During this year, i had been there for 2 times. We stayed in the same hotel and my room is better than my parents because of the hall is slightly bigger. Actually, there is also nothing much to talk about there because it is just malaysia that i will say. lol. the differences are the toilet, currency and the people attitude there. In singapore, most toilet are using toilet bowls, whereas most places in malaysia are still using the squatting toilet. even thought the currency is slightly lower than singapore, but, i felt that the pricing has no much different as compared to singapore. I dont really like the people's attitude there because i felt that when you said thanks to them, they should said welcome and etc.. But they did not say that, instead, they took the "thanks" for granted. lol.

I went over to the mango at melaka. lol. They are also having the 50% discount there. I bought 2 blouse and a skirt. It cost me about RM 188... Convert to Sing dollar is about $70++.. Dad gave me RM100 and bf gave me RM88.. lol.. I really like the material of the skirt!! =)

I am feeling really tired and i really dont know what else to blog.. =)

2008-12-11T12:05:00.002+08:00

For this past 2 days i had been deciding where i will be heading to tomorrow. Initially, we were saying that we will be having dinner together.. After that, it seems to be like canceled as everything had not been confirm. After which, i heard that there will be dinner again.. After that wan leng suggested that we will be going to watch movie before meeting them for dinner. After that saying why not we go to night safari and etc.. Then now, saying that we might be going for the night safari next week. It seems that initially she wants to go for the dinner le because whatever she has doing seems to make time for that dinner.. Since you really want the dinner, why not just confirm that we will be going for dinner. If we wants to have any programme before it, it has to result us in being able t reach the location of meeting at 8 and etc. lol.. Now, it seems that i dont know whether i want to go or not because everything has not been confirm yet!! ARGH!!

2008-12-05T12:11:00.002+08:00

All of a sudden, I felt that friends are only important to a certain extend. Might be due to something that had happened recently.. I dont know who is my true friend and who can i believe.. I felt that i had not fulfill whatever is need to be a friend or even girl friend. So, it result that i dont know who i can talk to whenever i am facing with problem. I know i am able to talk to people like Geraldine, Kimmy and etc.. But if there is only 1 person i can talk to, i felt that might be either Kimmy or Geraldine ba.. That is what i am thinking right now!! Is there anyone who can be with me when i need you no matter how busy you are?? If you were to be a true friend, i felt that you will be able to be there for me when i need you. You will also cancel all of your meetings, gatherings and etc just for me.. I felt that no one can do that for me even my bf even if i can do that!! I am just feeling very disappointed!! I am clueless!! I am hopeless!! =(

2008-12-01T13:41:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday, i went out with Eric, Li Juan and Shawn to celebrate my birthday.. Thanks for your treats as well as the present from Li Juan and Cindy!! We meet at 7 and head to expo for the IT fair while we were waiting for Shawn because he went to study with his friend at bugis library.. Eric bought 2 8GB memory card for this PSP(i think) at the cost of $110!! damn rich sia!! ha ha.. I would say that we take a long time to walk around the fair.. I know we walked round and round and round and finally left there because there is nothing to see or even to buy!! Then we went over to airport station to wait for Shawn to arrive and headed to T3 because we intended to consume Popeye initially but due too too many people queuing and eating, we head to T2 instead. There were 2 choices which are namely, Sakae and Swensen!! I wanted to eat fondue!! But for the sake of Eric's pocket, we went to Sakae instead.. We order individual set. I order a beef rice bowl, and arrived. Li Juan ordered a chicken rice bowl, it also arrived. Shawn order a curry chicken rice bowl, it took half an hour to arrive!! Whereas Eric order a chicken steamboat with a bowl of rice which make us angry!! It should be one of the easiest item to prepare because in Ichiban, they will standby the veggie!! I think when Eric just ordered his item, the veggie was just ordered and importing to the restaurant.. lol..

The second part of the story was that, Eric and Shawn asked for a cup of ice water each. after waiting for 10 mins, it did not arrive.. so we ordered another 2.. after 10 mins, it did not arrive!! finally, we ask for another 2 cups of ice water.. Not feeling very happy at that moment of time.. But, that staff whom took that order from us, serve us immediately.. One funny thing is that, we asked for 6 cups of water, but only 2 came. lol..

The third part is that, Shawn asked for a cup of ice, it did not arrive.. then we asked from the supervisor, it also did not arrive.. Lastly, we asked from the manager(i think) it came!! But this time, 3 cups of ice came!! lol.. While we were consuming our food, we overheard one of the manager telling a part time staff to clear the plate and etc.. Instead of clearing, he just stood there doing nothing. And when we asked him to serve us water, he also did not serve us.. All we could say is that, he only serve new customers instead of existing customers. lol.

I would say that, i am not really happy patronizing the outlet on that day!! Even though, the outlet was having a full house, i felt that it was not very busy though!! I felt rather disappointed when i was there..

2008-11-28T11:30:00.002+08:00

Finally my birthday is over!! I received my sony camera on wednesday when i met up jian wei together with my bf.. I liked the camera a lot because the present is given by him.. =) Thank you dear!! After getting my camera, he also get me a mouse because recently, the previous one spoilt, so i got no choice but to get a new one.. Sorry to make you spend so much on me.. =X

Yesterday we went out for celebration. We went to zoo. lol. I think it had been more than 10 years since i last been there. So next, i will want to go night safari as well as going to jurong bird park!! The zoo had changed a lot as compared to the one i had last been there. I felt that it is rather fun going there. When we are lazy to walk around, we will travel using the tram. I will say that there are 3 places we had not been there. But we were already very tired, soon after we board the bus, the both of us fell asleep till we reached Ang Mo Kio interchange. Then we changed another bus back to his place.. After his bath, we took cab to my place then we head to tampines for dinner at swensen.. I will be getting my fondue soon!! wahah.. so wan leng, dont think that i am shooting its ok about it!!

I would like to thank yi mei, geraldine, pei shan, fadilah, joanna, li juan, mavis, shiqi, anisah, darling wan leng, cairong, seline, laykai, benjamin, jian wei as well as my dear dear for the birthday wishes, presents and celebrations that you people had given to me!! Thanks many many!! =) Currently i am in my holiday mood so i had no mood to pay attention or even to do anything in class right now!! But i will still continue my best to do!!,

2008-11-25T14:09:00.002+08:00

Today's lesson is easy as compared to last week lesson, but, i would say that both are equally dry even though i had resources from seline. lol.

Other than doing work and etc, i am also doing on my new blogger skin. But i am still left with images editing with photoshop which yi mei just send me just now. haha. Once i reach home, i will want to try out using the photoshop thing because everything regarding my coding are done. I would say that i did not create the blogskin myself even though i learnt about html coding, but i am not very good at it. In order to dave all the troubles, i found myself a new blog skin from the sever. =)

I am waiting for tomorrow to arrive because that is when i will be able to get my sony camera!! I am counting down to get it.. wahaha.. I will be getting a new bag as well tomorrow. So that on my birthday itself, i will be able to get myself a new bag.. wahaha.

Just now, Gerry had made Pei shan angry because he took her phone and edit the rotation of her menu which result that she almost wants to leave class after the 2nd meeting.. if she really leaves, i think i will be bored to death because gerry will be talking to weiting and i will be left all by myself alone here rotting with my msm window.. lol.. Anyway, after she had restart her phone, everything went back to normal. So i am rather lucky that she did not leave!! =)

2008-11-24T10:50:00.002+08:00

Today is web application lesson again!! Boring!! Some more i dont even know what is going on as well as what i am supposed to do here. Anyway, i start this new post at around 11 plus.. Until now, which is 215, i finally got the time to continue. It is damn bored!! Some more i did not bring my battery so when i was down for talk, i did not have the chance to continue. I really hate this module. Even though, there are times when i feel that coding is rather fun, but not every lesson is as fun as the previous one. After school, i will be going back to woodlands interchange with Fadilah!! lol.. because her friend is going to stay in school for her module selection thing!! Hope that today's lesson will end fast because my energy are draining out fast!! Feeling very sleepy right now even though i slept at 1030 last night!!

On saturday, i finally went out with wan leng to celebrate my birthday, chun sing, cui yue and chee keong (dont know how to spell) was there too. Too bad cairong cant make it because of her grandma's birthday celebration. We went to cafe cartel at Raffle city for lunch-cum-dinner as well as our desserts there instead of going to swesen, which was our initially plan. We went to watch Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa at Eng Wah suntec. Its was a nice show to watch rather entertaining. But we felt that the timing is rather short!! We want more. After that, we head to starbuck for coffee then we go off. But, since i dont feel like going to my bf's house to stay, i went to wan leng's house instead. haha. Even though i had known her since secondary 1, this is really my first time overnight at her place. We ate chips and drink beer (I forgot what is the brand of the beer) but i dont really like that taste. haha.. Sorry!! We manage to stay up only until 4 because of me!! because i can see that wan leng is still having the energy to go on, but she did not because she found me dozing off.. =X

We woke up at 1330 the next morning. Then her grandma cooked us noodles. It was very yummy.. =) Then i head home to bathe and off to parkway to meet joanna to get something. Then, i found out that she is giving me a present for my birthday. After getting that, i headed home!! Anyway, Wan leng, cy, cs and ck!! thanks for your present as well as getting your time off from your busy schedule for celebrating for me. As well as joanna for having the heart to remember my birthday!! thanks many many!!

This thrusday will be my happy happy day.. I just hope that he will not make me angry on that day. My plan for that day is to go to zoo, singapore flyer and etc.. haha.. the etc is i dont know.. Anyway, i will not be here for my UT as well as lesson. lol. On wednesday, i will be getting my birthday present!! which is a sony camera which i always wanted so much!! He will be the one getting for me!! *touch!!* I would said that it is rather expensive because it is $400+++.. I think we will have the full of wednesday as well as thrusday celebrating for me.. wahahahaha.. i felt that i am damn happy!!! =)=)=)

2008-11-21T08:52:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday, it is web multimedia lesson, it is about flash. But today is getting images from the internet and edit the images. It seems to be very difficult!!! Hope that i will be able to endure until the lesson ends because i am unable to skip class anymore!! I think my module grades had been suffering due to skipping too many lesson within a module.. Argh!! I am currently very worry for my grade.. Just afraid that i might need to retake some module or even retain. haha.. i think serve me right for skipping too many lessons!!

This morning, i took 168 as per normal, but today, i saw Sheng Xiong!! lol. I was not too confirm it was him because i only see his face less than 10 seconds. When i was alighting the bus at woodlands, i felt that the guy seems to look alike with him. So i get his number from Jian Wei and gave him a call. I did not expect to see him today.. lol.. =)

Tomorrow i will be meeting wan leng for my birthday celebration together with cairong, chun sing and cui yue.. cr, cs and cy, they belong to the Cs family but they have no family relation la.. lol.. We will be heading to Raffle city for cafe cartel at around 3.30 because we are not able to reserve any seats so we will be going there earlier for early lunch-cum-dinner. After which, between 6 to 7 in the evening, we will be heading to swensen at Marina since we also cant reserve any seats. But we will be only there for desserts.. =) After which, i dont think i will be staying outside because i am rather lazy to do that.. lol..

On the 26th of nov, i will be getting my Sony camera!! haha.. It is my first camera from him! waha.. i am damn happy about it.. Then on my birthday itself, I will be skipping lesson as well as the UT for that day. I think i will be going to Singapore flyer!! wahah.. Finally got the chance to go there!! Then on the 29th, i will be going out to celebrate my birthday with lj, cindy, eric and shawn. I doubt Eric will be going because his grandpa just passed away yesterday!! Eric, cheer up alright.. Dont be so sad about it le.. Must study for your test as well.. Dont COPY alright..!!

2008-11-17T23:34:00.001+08:00

Got this done when i am view my darling wan leng's blog. lol. She said is rather true.. To me.. I dont know.. Only people around me will know whether it is true or not!! =)

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2008-11-17T08:48:00.002+08:00

Okay!! since i am asked from kimmy to blog about her, now i will write about that time we met up alright!! I met he up on last last Friday and we went back to woodlands interchange together. We met up just to 叙叙旧 as well as 'walking' back to woodlands interchange. After which i asked her whether want to go orchard to take my phone with me or not.. Then she said she dont want because her mom already cook dinner already and is waiting for her to reach home. Then she told me that if want to go and do this kind of thing, next time must tell earlier.. ALRIGHT!! Next time i will tell you earlier ba.. Anyway, dont forget my birthday present hor!! haha.. Hinting again!! haha..

Tomorrow i will be celebrating cindy's birthday with her.. haha.. I wanted it to be tomorrow because i will not be having class on wednesday like that then wont be so tired.. =)

I think that are many thing happening between us. I felt a bit tired of this matter!! It will happen again, again, again, again, again and never ending.. Things like these will start but never end. I am really very tired and need someone to talk to. Even though i know that most things happen because of me, one small matter, yet you are not able to give in to me?? I know giving in once, twice and etc will mke small things becoming bigger. But i am really tired that you are now giving in to me enough. I know to you, you have the rights to go out with all your friend and etc. But at least inform me!! Then i will not be like an idiot waiting for you till 3am while chatting with others!! 3am leh!!! dont you think i will need to sleep? Some more i will need to call your friend in order to find you.. And you jolly well tell me that you put your phone in silent mode!! *#^#&^($&#* So what you are my bf? you have no rights in doing that.. Do you know?? Make me worry and etc.. What am i to you?? If you dont want to be together.. Then why not break up in the first place.. I am tired of continuing with you if you are still wanting to show me all of your attitude and everything!!!

2008-11-14T08:38:00.002+08:00

Yesterday there is UT. Hope that my UTs are fine as long as i am able to get a C will do. Rather than getting a E. UNWANTED E!! Anyway, after UT, i went back to woodlands with Fabian. Seriously, it had been a long long time since i last seens him because most of the time, i went back alone. I am rather used to going back alone. It is rather good when there is A person to keep you company because i am the noisy noisy type. There are times when i rather go home alone because there will be no one to disturb throughout my journey back home!! =)

I was online at 10 and start chatting with my darling wan leng. I am rather sad actually because my chocolate fondue is gone!!! GONE!! Anyway, its ok la.. I can always get it with i am with my bf de.. =) But there might be a possibility that my cake will also become like a slice type le.. I had been a long time since i last ate a cake as a whole because my parents dont like to celebrate my birthday with me, whereas if my bf were to buy me a cake, i will think that it is rather odd as well.. because there is only 2 person eating one big cake. lol. So i will be watching movie with wan leng after we meet.. the i think we will bowling or shop around ba. then we will go for dinner at suntec at ichiban. then we will head to velocity for ice cream buffet.. wahaha.. So, i will be waiting for next saturday to arrive ba. then i will be able to meet my darling wan leng out!! wahaha.

As for next tuesday, li juan, eric, shawn and i are going to celebrate cindy's birthday. lol. we will be going to simpang for dinner. I dont think i will be carrying on because i believe she will read my blog. So if she were to browse my blog when everything is wrote in, i dont think she will have any surprise!! haha.. =)

Anyway, i might not be getting my burberry bag before new year because something happen. I hope that i my burberry will not become guess bag la.. i will say i wish only!! Because anything might happen and i dont want it to happen.. I WANT MY BURBERRY BAG!!!

2008-11-10T13:58:00.003+08:00

Its monday.. I think most people is having monday blues including me, but, only for the morning part. Right now, i am feeling rather alright because there is a crazy meenah. Her name is FADILAH!! She is so crazy because, even though she is feeling pain now, she is feeling high when she is singing!! Anyway, i felt rather happy that i tried doing my work for php lesson even though there are many people doing nothing, chatting or msn-ing. Now i am waiting for my presentation time to start because the faci is going around to explain to others about the things which they dont understand. After school, i will be going to bugis with cairong because she wants to change clothes. tomorrow i will be having UT and later i will be going out. So later i must ask cr to change faster if not i might not have the time to complete studying my UT!!! @$#&^@%#^

it is Damn sian to have UT tomorrow because he will be ending work early but no choice ba because i am unable to pon UT for his sake. lol. I just hope that all my UT will at least get a C because anything less than that will affect my grades as i really pon a lot of lessons recently when this is only the 8th lesson. I still have 8 more weeks to endure. siansiansiansian..

Just now i was chatting with my darling wan leng. I hope that she is chatting with the wrong person but i know that she knows she is chatting with me. this will be the following:

(2:05 PM) Sharon:	hey
(2:05 PM) Sharon:	errm
(2:05 PM) Sharon:	did you receive my message?
(2:06 PM) ah fio:	yep
(2:06 PM) Sharon:	so??
(2:06 PM) ah fio:	it's
(2:06 PM) ah fio:	u go ahead ba
(2:06 PM) Sharon:	you want ma??
(2:06 PM) Sharon:	cr said that we can always go the next time de
(2:06 PM) Sharon:	that is what she told me
(2:06 PM) ah fio:	it's na
(2:07 PM) ah fio:	u arrange the gathering info ba
(2:07 PM) Sharon:	why me??
(2:07 PM) Sharon:	my birthday leh
(2:08 PM) Sharon:	are you talking with the right person?

Can you imagine that when it was her birthday, i had to get the cake, present as well as treating her and when it was cr's birthday, the both of us were thinking of how to celebrate for cr. Yet, when it comes to my birthday, i will have to plan my day for myself. Instead of cr and wan leng planning for me. I felt that it is rather unfair for me because i do so much for their day yet they dont seems to do anything for me for my day. I am really upset over it. Plus, i dont think i will get anything from them. If you want to go this place, its ok you can go.. as long as you are the ones planning it because you all were the ones who asked me out for celebration instead of i want you all to celebrate for me. No matter what is it, i just felt that they should be the ONES who plan la. Seriously, i felt that no mood for lesson right now!!

2008-11-03T09:10:00.002+08:00

Wan leng and Cairong had just broke up with their bf recently. But cairong is currently attached to a new one, but my darling leng leng is still very sad over it. Cheers alright. Because you are the one who asked him for a break up and not him alright. Dont always be a 小女人!!! You have your rights in doing anything!! Break up means that he is not good for him and not you are not good to him. It seems that he never fulfill your basic requirement for a relationship. I felt that suffering now is better than suffering later when you had fall for him even deeper. All you have to know now it to heal your wound and have a long long rest before involving in another relation. After things like these happen, I think i might be the next one because i felt that i do not have any confident in this relation. I just felt that he might leave me anytime. I just dont know why till now i am having this feeling!!! I know that i should trust him or even have faith in him but i just dont have. Is there anything wrong with me, or that i am feeling so because of their experience.

2008-10-29T12:37:00.002+08:00

I just came back from Malaysia yesterday. I went to Cameron highland as well as KL. I would said that it is rather bored over there because there is nothing to shop except for some kiddy stuff. So end up, i also did not get anything for my cousin. So sorry about it!! But, i did but something for him as well as my darling wan leng.. =) Later i will be going to meet my darling to pass her the gifts as well as meeting her up for dinner at Chinatown for 田鸡粥.. haha.. We had been talking about for quite sometime but we did not have the time.. Now, finally we are able to together. The day before i went for Malaysia, i also celebrated CR's birthday!! HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! STAY HAPPY ALWAYS!!

Anyway, today is my PP presentation day. Everything went well but i am just afraid that i might fail for the presentation as i do not have much confident in me. Anyway, it is no use crying over spilled milk, so i will just have to wait for the result to come out. But, i am glad that there are many people around me telling me not to be so worry about it. haha. Thanks!! After my presentation, i went to parkway to pass them my ic thing then i went to the bank with Cynthia. I went back after which i messaged someone who is working there. I just felt very angry because my bf told him before not to take off on Wednesday because my bf want to take off.. And, i believe that, that guy know the reason why my bf wanted to take off on every Wednesday. But, i felt that he had been taking off on Wednesday which result that my bf is unable to accompany me. Moreover, i felt that he did it deliberately because if someone were to tell you something like this, you will try to avoid taking off on that day instead of KEEP taking off on that day.. Don't you think so??? So i told him off in the message and the next thing, he asked me who i am!! WHAT THE FUCK.. You mean after having a gf, you delete others contact?? I felt that he is not the person i used to know in the past.. I felt that i am miserable enough to have a friend like him!! Anyway, losing a friend like him seems to be nothing to me because i felt that my bf treats me better than how he treat his gf!!! End up, he did not reply me back till now!! I dont really bother about him as long as he do not take his off with his gf on Wednesday anymore!!!!

2008-10-23T11:29:00.002+08:00

His dad past on last afternoon. I mean its like he had relief his pain after suffering for 7 to 8 months of cancer. I am sad. I know i should not feel sad because he is not my dad that is what others said but because is his father so i felt sad of. Some more his dad did not wait for him before he leaves which means he did not had the chance to see him for the last time before he moved on. He want to take plane but everything is too late. So he took bus instead. I wanted to go over but i am not able because i am having class for this 2 days as well as going to KL on Sat. I wanted to be with him because i know how is he feeling now. I just want to be there for him because i know he need someone to be next to him right now. But i just cant because my parents will never never allow me to go. How i wish i am holding on to my passport right now!!! I really want to go over to him now!!! =(

2008-10-17T08:28:00.002+08:00

I went tanning on Wednesday with my cousin delvina at tampines swimming pool. Before that, i went to the arena to get a swim suit as well as a goggle but with the discount given, the price was $60.55. Since i spent more then $60, i was given a bag free which was cost $20++.. But i gave it to my cousin because i dont really like the bag, on the other hand, she also wanted that bag.. we started tanning from 12 to 1. I know that it is the worst timing for me to go for tanning. After which i went for swimming. I did not swim that well because it had been a long long time since i last swim!!! At 3.30, we went to bathe because my cousin felt cold whereas, i only feel stomach cramp. After which we head down to ehub for a movie and then to the acarde. We played the basketball for 4 rounds after which our hands became weak. We went to pasta mania for dinner with one of her friends and i went back after dinner while she went to tampine ITE to meet her coach. ( i think ).

Yesterday i did not go to school. In the morning, i went to chun sing house because cairong need to go to work. I reach his place at 8 after my breakfast BUT soon after, i fell asleep because i was too tired. I slept all the way until 12.30. When i woke up, i realized that chee keong was there already. But they are watching some Japanese animation. We left his place at 1 because he had to go back for school to attend some briefing so chee keong and i went to tampines to kill our time. at around 1, Mavis, Jay and Hui min came and find me when we are playing acarde. we went to watch 20th century boys. after which, i also treat them for popcorn. After movie i went back home.

After going out with her this few days, i felt that it seems to be like we are not as close as when i am with my friend. It seems to be like as though we are close because we are cousin. There are times when i dont like her because when i got sun burnt, she can be laughing so happily as if i am her friends. lol. but when i felt that people are treating her badly, or i felt that her dad or my mom are treating her as though she is a young kid, i will try to talk to my mom about it. AND this is how you treat me in return. I felt that i dont feel to hounor to have a cousin like that because you are already 16!! Cant be like an teenager instead of a kid?? No wonder you have curfews and etc. No matter how much money you have, you still cant buy your freedom. I finally understand why you dont have your freedom!! When people backstab you, i will tell the person off for you. what if people backstabbed me?? i think you will end up laughing about it!! RIGHT?? THAT IS WHAT I SEE FROM THE WAY YOU TREAT ME!! so in future, if you have any problem, dont tell me.

I am rather disappointed with Stanley. Why must you always do that?? SO what lay kai as me to go sentosa with you all?? Some more you are rather close friend with her. Yet you are backstabbing her. dont you feel embarasse with you are with her?? are you human or inhuman?? I thought that you will change but i think you didnt and you will never change. WHY MUST YOU BACKSTAB YOUR FRIEND?? I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY VERY VERY DISAPPOINTED WITH YOU. I REALLY DONT WANT A FRIEND LIKE YOU. EVEN THOUGH YOU TREAT ME WELL.

2008-10-10T09:04:00.002+08:00

Finally i went Kbox with Mavis. But seriously, i do not want to go with her anymore because i dont really enjoy myself there as she kept on ejecting the songs once its end instead of watching for the whole MV finish. As though like she is in a rush to complete the songs asap. I know that we were late and we do you have much time left. But if this were to happen then in the first place must as well dont go to kbox right. Not that i am angry or whatever but since you know that you have to reach home early then must as well dont go right.. ARGH!!! In future i will only go with her in group and it must be early if we wants to go because going there late means waste money and no time.

I have been skipping web application and web multimedia for 4 times already which means i will suffer a lot!!! die liao la.. cannot pon anymore.. some more i must also do well in my UT if not i might need to retake it next semester. But i really dont like to study about web application and web multimedia how i wish i am now in this course in the first place!! =( I dont understand anything.. WHO CAN HELP ME????

2008-10-06T14:22:00.002+08:00

I am here in school after being missing for the past 2 lessons. I really dont like the module of web application.. All i can say is that java coding is much much much more easier. Anyway, i am still left with 11 1/2 weeks before going to year 3.. =)

I went to dearest wan leng's place. I had a great chat with her. I really missed those time where i am able to chat with her as much as i want. No matter on phone or even face to face. But i doubt we will be abe to have time like this in future because she has got her BF. When she new semester starts, we will have to go sentosa for her lesson.. Cairong, you are lucky that i am able to book her for you on the day before your birthday.. I am also touched that you cancelled you work because of us.. We are not able to celebrate your birthday on the day itself because i will not be in Singapore again. As i mention, this time round, i will be going to KL. Finally the 3 of us are able to go out together as most of the time is like i am the one meeting either one of them but not the 3 of us together.. Dont forget to dress well because it is your birthday, whereas, i will get my friend to borrow laptop for in from school as i do not want to carry my laptop from home to school and all the way to suntec.. lol.. On the other hand, there is also no one carry that for me.. If my bf is going with us, i will not mind bringing that laptop along..

For people who will be taking their N levels, congrat alright. you are going to end your suffering soon. But, i felt that when you will be getting your result, you will feel worst because i was like that too.. i remembered that i went to henderson that day but during lunch, i did not eat anything because i was too nervous but after you get your result either you pass or fail, that is where you will feel very very hungry.. lol.. because i was also like that.. But dont be too worry as long as you had done your best, there is nothing to feel regret.. =)

PS: i will be able to complete my wishlist soon!! =)

2008-09-27T00:25:00.002+08:00

I am discussing with cindy about the camera i will be getting soon.. lol.. i just got to wait from one more month and i will be able to get it.. I was actually thinking which camera to get because there are many nice nice one but i am not too sure which specifications are the better ones. Anyway, i am rather thankful that i talk to her about it because i am rather sure which to get even though i dont really think that the camera is nice.. lol.. but due to the specifications, i will be getting that instead.

There was a heavy downpour this morning which result that i am unable to be in school for class no matter how hard i wished i could be there. I felt house as usual but when i was just about to reach the bus stop, one stupid car drive quite fast and splash the water onto me.. WTF.. i just got myself dressed for school and you do that to me!! then, of course, i believe that the driver knew about it, but he did not have any intention to stop the car and apologise. Dont think you can be so arrogant feeling contented that you are in the car. Did you spare a thought for me.. after which i went home to get myself changed as well as cleaning myself a little as i was rushing for class.

Since i am in a rush, i was thinking of getting a cab so that no matter how late i am going to be, i will still be there just in time for my lesson. Who knows, after waiting for an hour, there are no sign of empty cab, every cab that had just past by me were already hired.. By then, the time was already 815. so i end up giving up my chance of going to school no matter how late i am going to be. But i am lucky that chun sing manage to wake up and pick up my call if not, i will be going to be like stray dog nothing knowing where to go but all i can do is to walk from one place to another.

He accompany me to get my breakfast and etc. After breakfast, i went to his brother's room to play PS3.. lol.. manage to complete my game.. haha.. then head back to his room to chat with jian xian before going out to meet Mavis. anyway, i will say that chun sing is a great friend. but anyway, i will still need to go over to his place to get my umbrella. lol.

Met mavis at parkway and headed to Jack's place for lunch, and walked around parkway for 2 hours. I went to sony store to take a look at the camera that i will be getting, but i still dont know which to get because mavis kept asking me to get t700. i was about to get t700 actually. until i was chatting with cindy, i finally see the different in the products. lol.. THANKS CINDY. after which, went to Mavis's place to teach her chemistry for her coming N level. JIA YOU!! =)

2008-09-12T23:42:00.002+08:00

I just finish viewing people blog. lol. I am rather bored right now. I am thinking of the days which i used to have as well as the day that i am having right now. It seems that i had changed a lot. But just people will change unknowingly? But as we look back, that is where we are able to see the difference. I am missing the days i used to have. But it seems that i did not cherish it and will not have the chance to cherish it anymore. I am missing the times where we went out from morning till the next morning. I dont think i will be able to go back to those days anymore. Anyway, those memory will always be somewhere in my heart which wont be forgotten. How i wish i will be able to go back to the days where there are good friends around me. =)

Tons and tons of brain cells were dead today. Today's lesson is about PHP. I know nothing about it because last week i was not in school for lesson. Some more the faci also very jialat. She speaks so softly as though my team who is sitting in the far end will be able to hear her. Then when we are presenting, she gave us a comment that we present very softly. Also, since she knows that we were not in class last week, she did not even guide us through anything only asked us to do the worksheet. If we dont understand what is going on, do you think we will understand the worksheet by doing so? I know we will need to do our own research but come on la. If you are a full-timer, you earn $1800 per month then when that pay, you just walk around the class not doing anything, i dont think you worth that pay.

2008-09-08T11:42:00.002+08:00

I finally had the chance to go Kbox with Cai Rong and Wan Leng le. =) But i did not go with both of them together instead, we met out individually. I went with Cai Rong before going with Wan leng. I also met out with Michael, Marcus and Chun sing. haha. Now, i still owe Geraldine. SO GERADLINE, WHEN ARE YOU FREE TO GO KBOX WITH ME? I AM STILL WAITING!! DONT KEEP ME WAITING FOR TOO LONG ALRIGHT.

I just quit my job. So people out there, if you have any job opportunity, can you please inform me. thanks. But the problem with me is just that i will only be able to work during weekends and PH.

I just came back from malaysia this morning. It is really very tired right now. If i had a chance i will not want to go Thailand. It is very boring going there. I have to wake up very early in the morning just to get a breakfast before heading out. I already didnt enjoy myself there because there is nothing to shop. THERE IS NO MANGO STORE OVER THERE. So i will get new mango tops in Singapore instead. On the other hand, the journey is very long. To get from one place to another, i will need an hour and so. Most of the time, i end up sleeping in the bus. lol.

I went to his house while i am in penang. lol. I do not wish to mention about his house. But i think that his family members are very easy going. As they are very good to me and etc. It might be because i am a guest in hat family so they treats me well. i just reached home this morning at a 12plus. Finish packing, bathing and chatting on the phone, finally i get to sleep at 130. Luckily i manage to wake up early enough so that i will not be late. Actually i also did not want to come to class today because i am rather tired but mom dont allow. mom is very bias, she will be able to sleep all she wants but i will need to go school.

Just finish my slides for the presentation. Oh my, i dont even understand a single thing that i am doing. Now i will have to get help from Geraldine, Seline, Su yin and my team mates. lol. I am really very sleepy right now!! I WANT TO GO HOME AND SLEEP. Why he is not have a off day today?? If not i will be going over to look for him. I am really tired!!! ZzZzZzZzZzZz

2008-08-11T11:05:00.002+08:00

Today is Ah pek lesson. anyway, it will be the last time that i will be seeing him. haha. i am very very happy!! =) i did not want to class for today but because i need the grade for today so i have no choice but to come to class today. i am EARLY. very EARLY. i reached school at the time of 8.09 =)

I bought a white DS on Friday. I saw the DS online at the price of $208 but when i reached there, the person said that the price of $208 is the console by itself without the memory card and etc. so after getting the memory card, screen protector, casing and warranty.. so it became $298. It was all my fault for not looking at the information correctly. ARGHH.

2008-08-05T11:15:00.002+08:00

I am not happy with my work. I really dont wish to work there anymore. So i will be submitting my registration letter on Saturday. After which, i will be looking for a new job. Thanks for people out there supporting me. I am currently looking for a new job. For this time, pay will not be that important because if i do not have enough money, i still can get it from mommy. To me, my requirement will be that, the pay is more than 5 bucks will do. Hopefully, it will not be stressful because i wont be able to take up any 'stressness' for the time being because i believe that health is more important rather than work like these. I will choose to leave is because i am unhappy working there because i am not really happy working with the people there except my tags. I will say that i am a happy-go-lucky person but if you want to do something like this to me. I wont want to stay in places like this anymore. I also need to thanks him for giving me a lot of encouragement to quit. If not, i will not take the registration de. 2 weeks from this Saturday, i will leave from this company. If there were to be a day when i will be back in this company, i will only be there in the office because i found out that my interest in working is admin work.

I almost lost my ring at bugis village McDonald last week as i left it on the cup. When i am heading to my bf's house, i felt that my ring was not with me so i started to remember that i felt it in the McDonald. When we are in the McDonald, my bf asked the person whether did she saw it or not. Then she told us that it might be in the rubbish bin. End up, my bf found it in the rubbish bin. I almost cried out because it was given by him. Anyway, i felt that i am lucky that i am able to find the ring. =)

I am very very happy that i will be getting a DS lite on Friday. YEAH!! I am very very happy. It will be another gift from my darling. =)=)=)

2008-07-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

I haven been blogging for a long time because i seriously do not know what to blog as people around me will know what is my lifestyle. I am just like a person without life, because my life only consist of going to school, going home and going to meet him. There are also sometimes when i will go out to meet people. For example next thursday, i will be going out with li juan and anisah. Its so finally that i will be able to meet anisah out because it is really a very very long time since i last seen her. i am very happy about it. But, all i will say is that, i am going to be broke AGAIN. lol.

Tuesday night, he stay over at my place, but once he finish watching his show, he went straight to sleep. At that period of time, i was still playing with my game. We woke up the next late morning. Then he followed me to visit the doctor because my medicine was finish. Spent $40, end up, i only eat the price of $24 of medicine because mommy told me not to take the other medicine. I felt that i should be more open minded with mommy because she will know whatever had happened sooner or later. I went over to his place at 3 because he need to change before we head to PS. We went to ichiban at PS, it sucks. It is very very different from suntec and parkway because there will be some shortage of ingredient here and there. He end up kept talking to the manager in charge, i felt so sorry for the manager. When we were paying for our bill, i took out his staff vouchers as well as IC. lol. His manager was like asking which outlet was he from and he kept on kp-ing when there are like other customer queuing behind of us. Anyway, i know that he did it on purpose because he like to do this kind of things. haha.

After which, we head to Cathay as we were thinking of catching a movie but most of the movies were sold out, so we walk around Cathay and we walk into an Adidas store so i was looking for a jacket and we saw one rather nice one but was $132 as usual, he said that he will be buying for me. lol. Then we headed orchard from Cathay as i had wanted to see the outlet of Shimbashi soba which was located at paragon. i felt that it is a rather cool place =). i saw an uncle making soba from the buckwheat flour. I also went to the Guess shop to look for wallet. When it was about 9, we went over to TAKA as i was thinking of going over to burberry shop. But when i reached there, the shop was close, so we went to the basement to look around.

Today, i was late for school as usual but this time round, it was not my fault because the bus was late!!! anyway, i will say that today's lesson is rather easy. hopefully no C for this lesson. =)

2008-06-27T09:37:00.002+08:00

Didn't have class on Wednesday, so i was rotting at home the whole day playing games which i had download online. Hours after hours i had played, finally, there is a pain on my left shoulder and it is rather stiff, so i stopped playing the games, instead i went out to the living room to watch television. I felt that life without him is so boring because i have not been at home rotting for very long time. I think the last time i will so that was the time i had not been together with him. I felt that life without him is a stranger to me. It might be due to having him with me every time!!

I did not attend class as well for yesterday. So i was wondering will i be able to go out in the night to meet out with Cindy, Eric and Shawn as i am afraid that my parents will be saying that why would i rather go out than go to school. Actually i woke up at 830 last morning. If i woke up at 830, there will be 2 possibilities that i will do. First is to go back to sleep. Second(IF IT IS POSSIBLE) i will go over to my darling's place if he is not working. Even though i like taking cab around, taking a long journey will cost a lot which is one of the main factor which i do not like while taking cab unless i am extra cash around with me. So i just continue to sleep, until 10, my dad to my room to check whether i am still around or not. When he saw me still sleeping in my bed, he told me to wake up and take a cab down. So i told him its alright because, i am also able to do my PP when i finally have a long day to rest. So as planned, i had started with my PP. The minimum words for PP is 2000. The problem is, now i am only doing the 3/4 of the introduction and i had already done 1000 words. What if i complete my PP?? I think it might end up with 3000 words. lol. In the evening time, i manage to get out of my house to meet them. Cindy was the first person that i met, then we headed to puzzle world. She wanted to buy one of the puzzles but she is unwilling to pay that amount to get it. So she kept asking me, Eric and Shawn to buy for her. lol. If you want, then wait for your birthday. haha. We went to get movie tickets for 'You Don't Mess With The Zohan'. I had no comment for that show only that i will say that it is funny. But can you imagine when everyone is watching, Cindy is sleeping. lol. Not as though she sleep throughout the show.

Today i am back to class. JAVA LESSON. For my group members, only Michelle and i stays whereas the rest of the members were not formally from my team. I am like damn bored here. Anyway, i found some interest in doing JAVA right now. So people like Cindy and Seline, i am sorry that i will not be able to meet you all for lunch instead i will be meeting my friend because we will be going down later then now i want to do JAVA first. Alright, that is all for my blogging now because i want to continue to do my JAVA now!!

2008-06-24T12:01:00.002+08:00

I dont know what to write for my post today because i am seriously not in a good mood. Dont order me at this period of time because a bomb like me will explode anytime if i am not happy. I really dont understand what i am up to right now!!

Last afternoon, i went over to Darling's place once lesson ended. i kept on calling Darling with i was on my way to the train station, but Darling did not on his phone. i was very sad when i was in the train journey which result that i missed my stop. So i end up alighting at raffles instead of city hall. Darling finally answered the call which result me in crying. i was not able to control my emotion. i just felt that crying and crying. Once i reached bugis, i gave Darling a call and we met at the junction. i cried and cried and cried not being able to control myself. i had never been like this since my grandpa past away. there is a pain in my heart not wanting Darling to leave. When Darling and me went to the bank, it was closed. the time was like 4.31pm. what the hell la. only 1 min!! So Darling and i went down to PS as it will only close at 6. after which, we went to buy Darling's bus ticket. in the night, Darling took the coach back whereas i took cab home. Darling's coach was $50 and 10 hours long. As for me, i only took for 20 mins and its$10.40. can you see the different. lol. i also want to go with Darling. i will go penang with mommy and daddy during the sept holiday. by then, i will also ask Darling along too.

mommy dont allow me to go over to Darling's place due to watching too much news. lol. i want to go over to Darling's place because i trust Darling. and i believe that Darling worth my trust unless Darling lied to me once. Darling will not sell me away because i dont worth the price ok. lol. Darling will not selling me!! I will believe you unless Darling sells me. i felt that whatever wan leng mention is true. i know whatever mommy and daddy do is good for me, but i dont want them to bother so much. i just want mommy and daddy to support me and trust Darling as well. Darling may not be as good as people who is studying in the uni. but can you guarantee that if i had a uni bf, he will be better than my Darling?? Darling is the best, some more, we are together for 1 year and 4 months. can you just trust him?? Darling is just like a kid because when he was young, his parents did not have the time for him as Darling's family was rather poor at that period of time. I believe that Darling will not have a wife or gf in malaysia. i hope that you all will give bless to me instead of cursing me. i am your child. you rather bless others instead of me. do you think i will believe that i am your child even though you had raise me for 19 years but you should know i will do what i like because i am not your robot!! i am a human will feelings. you never disagree with Darling in the first place, then why bother to disagree our relationship at this period of time??

2008-06-19T08:30:00.002+08:00

Dear Cindy, Li Juan and Eric (maybe Shawn) sorry that i will not be meeting you people later in the evening because i am having test tomorrow. So sorry.. I will meet you all up asap when i am free!!

I dislike today's module, IT security. It has been boring after a few lessons had past. Now i am doing about share. Its about sharing the programme. But, only with 2 user. And now, there is only 1 user who will be able to log in. lol. I don't know what is going on man. lol.

Vern is not here again!! He has been pon-ing clas since Monday!! Come on man, if you pon school is because there are people in the class dont like you, then must as well you dont come for all class since the first day?? You have you face it if you say someone dont like you. But why bother to skip clas due to others?? Or you just dont feel like coming to class??

Feel like not wanting to work anymore. Why do i say that? Last sunday, i went to the doctor as my medicine had finished. So i told Felicia that i will be late for work. And, come on, i am not the doctor.. Do you think i will know what time will i reach for work?? I was supposed to work at 1030, but i end up reaching at 1130. The problem is that i thought she might be changing my schedule or what. But when i reach, she end up saying that i should tell her that i will be reaching at 12 instead of saying i will be a little late. Come on la. If I were to know what time i will be reaching, do you think i will be very nervous when i reached?? Or will be like hack caring about you, just punch my card and work instead of looking for you!! I not only got scolding from her, i got it from cindy as well. i know the both of you are together, as in best friend, you also cant do this to me. Some more cindy, i felt that this is non of your business. Later, Felicia asked me why do i need to see the doctor. It is because i am having his baby? Come on la. I am having his baby, do you think i will continue to work here?? Even if i am having baby, do you think i will tell you that i will be going for doctor? After that, she can still laugh with cindy. Some more she is like saying that in front of the customer. After being make fun off as well as scolding, i did not want to say anthing in front of them or even feeling happy. Then cindy asked me whether i had a tiff with my bf. lol. after being said by your people, do you think i still have the mood to laugh??

I would like to quit my job asap. People out there, do you have other work to recommend? i really dont want to work in this kind of environment anymore. i will quit once i get a new job. I will not be considering whatever William had told me. I will never give you people face anymore!! to me, i can live even without this job because my parents will be able to me daily allowance everyday too!! do you think i will need the $6.50 per hour??

2008-06-10T00:30:00.002+08:00

Hi people out there, sorry for not blogging for a long time. I think people like cindy will be like thinking why this sharon said that she will be blgging very now and then yet she is not doing so. lol. just thinking only la!! =)

I just browse though the blog of STANLEY'S lover. lol. haha. Anyway, i felt that she is rather sweet in the sense of her look. Yet, i do not really like her way of smiling because i felt that it made her look even mature than her actual age!! No worries!! I think that she will be better than the previous ONE!! haha. But too bad, in the photo, she seems to be TALLER than SOMEONE. So sorry about this comment but it is the fact. *cheer!! =)*. Anyway, i also dont like her side picture because she looks so fake. Dont ever ask me why because this is the feeling that she gave me. We are more of a musical person. So we will use much of our feeling rather than thinking. So this is really the feeling that she gave me =) ANYWAY, IF YOU LIKE HER, THEN WOO HER LA.. stubong leh!!!

Now this mavis is right beside of me looking at whatever i am blogging. lol. Tomorrow we will be going to the chalet together with JOVINE, STANLEY and JAY. =) This is the first time i am going out with JOVINE. Hope that it will be a rather fun day!! lol. I think tomorrow might be the last day going out with the band members because after which, i doubt i will be going out/chalet with them anymore as i do not know much about the people after mavis's gang!!

Had been trying to call him. I dont understand why is he not answering my calls?? Do you think i bother about what time to call him?? I will call him as and when i like and not his wish!! Both of us are having many unhappiness times recently. We had been quarrelling since........ I dont know when will we stop quarrelling. Is it true that whenever we quarrel, it is always my fault?? I dont know what to do as well as not understanding what i should do. I felt stress whenever i am quarrelling. On the other hand, he though that i am very happy to quarrel with him. What kind of BF is he?? I dont know whether is he the MR RIGHT for me!!

2008-05-29T09:38:00.002+08:00

I am very sick for today. I did not want to attend class actually. I came was because i had already pon class last week for this module. If i were to pon for today, at the 16th week, i can pon for all the modules except for this. I am coughing and having sore throat again. Now, i am also having fever. Damn sian la. Others can stay at home and rest when they are sick. As for me, i have to attend school. Mom and dad dont know that i am sick even though i slept early last night. I dont want to let them know because they will be worry for me again. They had been very worry for me since that time when i went to have my blood test. Some more because of me, they had spend many money for my medication and they will be spend more as time goes by. Until a year later. Maybe, it should be the time that i need to take care of myself instead of allowing others to worry for me.

It has not been a good year for me because everynow and then i am getting sick. lol. I know mom had been very very worry for me because she kept nagging at me. She kept telling me to eat something light and not to take cold drinks. I felt that i should listen to mom before my condition gets worsen. Some more i dont know because of my health, will i die from it because i am unable to find relevant research online. So there might be a possibility that i will not die from it. haha. So i must have a happy life so that i will have the deterrmination to move on. In this case, there will be many things which i am unwilling to get go. Especially my parents, him as well as my friends. =)

Lets talk about something happy!! =)

I went to tm with Mavis and Stanley yesterday. I felt that Stanley had been very sissy as compared to the past. lol. Maybe it might be due to hanging around with girls too much. haha =) We went to eat at pasta. I went to eat creamy chicken again. haha. As usual but i did not manage to finish it again. After which we went to isetan. Went to mango but they did not have any discount now. Damn sad la. Anyway, i will also have to wait for his pay because he promise to pay half of my expenses on mango. haha. Damn happy. Hopefully the next time when i stepped into the shop, there will be discount because i dont want him to spend too much on me.. Anyway, i just want to get 2 pairs or short and 1 top because the last time i went to mango, i spent $100++ only on 2 tops and 1 dress.

Tomorrow there will be UT. I will be very very happy to get a C. Anything higher will be lucky because people around me will know that i never study for my UT. haha. =) If i never do well, i will not cry or anything because it is simply that i never even tried my best so i should not feel sad or whatever. I think i play sims 2 and viwawa more than i study at home because once i reached home, i will on my lappy to play games as well as doing my RJ. Quiz and evaluation are done in class. No matter i am rushing to anywhere or not. =) I shall stop blogging here. Have to get my worksheet done!! =)

2008-05-26T09:08:00.002+08:00

Hi people out there, its monday!! Happy holidays to those who are having theur school holiday currently!! =) Yet, i am still in school struggling, and hoping that this week will end fast!! I will also be having my holiday next week!!

I just came back from malaysia yesterday, i went there for a 2 days trip. I felt that it was rather bored only that the hotel is rather grand. i had also uploaded a few photos in friendster. I did not upload too much because there are also pics which i had taken with my bf's photo. I mention that it was bored because we only shop around that small area. Damn bored la. Some more there are many mosquitos around!! Didnt buy much thing because we went to buy mostly food around. I only get to buy chocolate for wan leng because she also bought things for me when she was at Thailand. On the other hand, it was also because i only have 50RM. I know i will be able to spend my bf's money but i did not want to because that was not my money.

During the night in Malaca, my bf and i slept in the same room because there were extra rooms around. I was very happy that i am able to sleep with him after persuading my parents. haha.. So happy about it!! Too bad, we spend most of our time quarrelling. =( I believe that we will be able to go Genting during sept holiday. I think he will spend time gambling there with my dad. I WANT TO GO GENTING AS WELL AS JAPAN. But i think as for going to japan, it might take a long time because i will need to save money first. haha. It might take me 4 years!! I want to go there for honeymoon. =)

I went to seoul garden with that geraldine on thursday after pon-ing IT security.. lol.. we ate from 1 plus - 3plus. 2 HOURS OF EATING. lol. haha. Anyway, we had a great fun pon-ing lesson. =)

2008-05-08T14:31:00.002+08:00

I just receive a shocking news from him.. He told me that his father got cancer in dont know which part of the body. i am rather sad about it because not all cancer can be cure. Anyway, i believe that nothing will happen to his dad because his dad have not seen his sons and daughters get married yet. Some more if something happens to him, my bf will also be very depress by it. Let us just hope that nothing had happened..

2008-05-05T08:52:00.002+08:00

Just browse through my sem schedule and found out that my last day of sem 1 will be 12th of aug. That is like so far away from now. Anyway, it will be as planned that i will not be attending class for the last week of the sem. This is the first time that i am not planning to skip any of the class within this 16 weeks except the last week.

Faci had been rather good to be except for the IT security. I really dont like that particular module. It had been making me very sick and tired of coming to school for that module!! I felt that other modules are much better.

Today is database. I felt that database is very fun because it seems that some are having MONDAY BLUES. haha. For me, i might also have a little because there will be UT after class. OMG. i am not really prepared for it even thought i know what i am suposed to do. Anyway, after which i will be going out for dinner with my parents. =)

Everyone is using Window Vista. I also want to configure my lappy to Window Vista too so that i will not have 2 windows. Just feel that Window Vista is so great!!

Today is our first month after a year had past. i have been looking forward for this day to come. Just hope that we can be togeher forever and just hopes that nothing ever ends. Even though we have days that we quarrel, days that we cried together and days that we laugh together. All i wish that nothing will ever ends. I want to be with him from current to the future. I am rather sad that i am not being able to be part of him in the past. I will be going Malaysia with him on the 24th of this month. haha. I am so happy that i will be going with him and this will be our first trip. So i bet i will be bringing my phone along so that we will be able take many many photos. To bad we might not be able to have the same room. SAD!! I will also be looking forward for that!

I want to buy a addias jacket after seeing cindy wearing that almost everyday!! I am also tempted to buy one also. Cindy, it is all your fault!! haha. Just kidding! =)

2008-04-17T14:14:00.002+08:00

today's lesson is about data communication. it may be a rather fun class but if you want me to study about it, i think i will need someone to teach me one to one.. it is not easy to study as a whole class because there might be a lot of distraction.

there is a girl in my class, her name is joann. she had caught my eyeas i felt that she is very pretty and also, her attitude is very out going. i felt that to have her as a friend, it should be rather nice.. haha.. jervenne also gave me that feeling too.. haha.. this is the second week of school. i felt that i am starting to enjoy my lesson except for monday.. it may be due to the people who is in my team. =X

i might be going out with cr after school. and after which, i will be having dinner with my parents outside.. haha.. it has been a very very long time since we eat out or even me having a meanl at home because i am always busy going out whereas my mom also has her programme. so my dad had to go out to eat by his own.. =)

2008-04-11T15:05:00.002+08:00

Lesson time again.. haha.. my group presentation just ended not long ago.. so went to friendster to upload some pictures which i had taken some where this week when i am out with wan leng.. haha.. now, Sharon is very very broke because i spend $300 for about 2 days of shopping.. lol.. for this month, there will not be anymore shopping for sharon.. i saw a watch which i like very much.. but he just would not want to buy for me because he mention that the one that i am having now was bought less than a year.. now i will have to wait for him to get his end of year
bonus than he will buy for me.. i dont want because i am might that there wont be any stocks by then..

After schoo, i will be going down to find wan leng to get her salary.. lol.. haha.. later must get her to treat me le.. haha.. just kidding because after meeting wan leng, i will have to go down to parkway because my bf wants me to go there to find him.. lol.. he was the one who wants me to go and find him.. but when i gave him a call, he told me that i always go and find him whenever he has the chance to go back early.. lol.. bullshit.. there were times when he dont even allows me there.. then now he says thing like this..

today, there is only 3 person in my group because the other guy has been MIA.. so only left with 3 girls.. haha.. today i am learning about stucturing of data information.. i think if i were to be late few more times, i think i will ask for a transfer.. if not i will have to be downgraded.. it is like so unfair because i have already tired my very best in waking even at 6.. but, due to the express way jam, i am just unable to reached on time which resulted me in being very sad about it.. just dont like a school which is so far away from my home!!

tomorrow and the day after is weekends but i will just have to work.. so sian.. anyway, i believe that i should not skip any classes for the time being until the last week of this module.. like this, i believe that my grades will not suffer because there is no UT for the last week of module.. haha.. the 6th presentation is starting.. so i will stop blogging here.. =)

2008-04-10T13:30:00.002+08:00

Everyone in my group is cracking hard doing their presentation slide. I had already done my with some help from my team members and also from Cindy.. haha.. i have not done the conclusion as i dont know what should i write.. i can admit that i am rather weak in this module.. haha.. as for my slide, i had tried very hard to find it online, but there is no link to whatever i am supposed to do.. i know another few people again today.. haha.. i am feeling very sleepy.. i think it might be because of eating too much just now.. haha..

i went to parkway yesterday together with chun sing and wan leng.. haha.. when we reached parkway, wan leng went to develop the photos that she had taken at her birthday and etc.. she developed 130++ photos and gave me 6.. haha.. so touch.. i went to mango again.. haha.. i bought 1 top and 1 dress.. and the total is $75.. then next, we went to ichiban for lunch.. we drank hot sake.. it sucks man.. haha.. the cost was about$72.. then we went to buy a photo album i bought one at $6.50.. i did not know that one album will cost so cheap.. haha.. after which, we head to bugis.. we went to sim lim square because wan leng wants to refil her printer ink.. then we went to one shop, i saw a web cam which was rather nice.. but, i did not buy it because i felt that i am not used that very frequently.. haha.. which is rather true.. we went to bugis village.. i went to buy a spec at $8 (without degree).. then i went to the second level to buy a sun glass as well as a thin belt.. total..... $25.. haha.. then i bought a hair cream.. $25.. just a moring, i spent $150.. i really dont have money le.. broke liao la..

then after which, i went to meet my bf.. haha.. we went to simpang bedok for supper.. haha.. he took steak and i took roti john.. anyway, we ordered the steak no knowing the price.. so little portion but very expensive.. haha.. luckily, i did not order something expensive if not, i think the total will be $30++.. haha..

Anyway, i am late for class again today.. i woke up at 6.. but i am still late.. sian leh.. 3rd time already.. for my monday class, i got a B.. but i will have to downgrade by 0.5.. wah lao.. to me, it seems like a lot to me.. angry leh.. anyway, i would say that it is the stupid bus driver's fault.. i will have to end my blogging here.. because my presentation is starting soon..

2008-04-07T13:42:00.002+08:00

I went gym yesterday with my friends.. haha.. i enjoy going to gym with them so we must go again asap so that i will give excuses to my laziness.. haha.. I met them after work then we head to the one in tampines.. after gym, we went to eat at mos while one of my cousin is doing her work because she was too full to eat.. anyway.. i believe that for today, you will sure slim down even though you weight never given went down last night.. i went to buy 2 jersey for me to go gym then next time because i borrowed the one that i am wearing from my cousin. the 2 jersey cost about $48.. after which we went to buy 8 pairs of socks which cost $22.. then i went mango to buy a top for school today because i felt that i would like to wear something new for today.. the top cost $25.. actually i wanted to buy that skirt too which cost $35.. but my friend told me since you are going to shop later, why not go and something nicer because we only hang around at tampines.. actually i wanted to buy a short under the brand of FBT but i could not find it.. so i am getting my friend to buy for me it she sees it.. then one of my guy friend mention that he will not want to ask me out for gym because one gym session cost $100++ due to my shopping.. haha.. anyway, thanks for choosing my clothes for me.. i really like them.. i believe that you should know who you are..

Today is my first day in year 2.. haha.. i like the people in my group because they are very friendly. I never play game for today.. so i just hope that from now on, i will not play games during lesson.. it just seems that everyone is this class is rather rich.. that is only just my feeling la.. haha.. i just wish to leave RP soon because after this school vacation, it gives me a feeling not wanting to continue to study because i am still in the holiday mood.. haha.. i feel happy that i always meet nice people.. haha.. we had already completed our PPT but, i did not contribute much because when the time i came up, they were already almost completing the PPT which resulted that i do not have any slide to do..

i just saw Kimmy during the first breakout but did not have the chance to meet li hwa because she wants to sleep.. she every time sleep de.. it seems that she is really very tired.. i think in studying.. haha.. i really miss W34J because we have not been meeting since early Feb.. part of it is my fault because i always work and only planned time for my bf, Mavis and wan leng instead of others.. on the other hand, i am just too packed with that stupid at least 4 hours of work.. haha..

To lijuan, Cindy, Eric and Shawn.. we will be meeting tomorrow at 6pm at tampines interchange.. this is our chance of meeting.. haha.. dont say i always meet bf, bf and bf.. i still have the time to accompany you all because school starts le.. haha.. so we shall MEET UP regularly.. if we all can make it..

later he will be here to fetch me out.. i want to go shopping after this.. and i believe i will buy many clothes de.. haha.. take care.. i will end here because my third meetings starts..

2008-04-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

HIHI people... i know that i have not been blogging since...... haha.. anyway, i am back from many sad moments!! haha =) anyway, all of these problem came from my dad's side of family... though many families also have that problem, i felt that it is very very shameful that it happens to me... so i think matter like these should not be shared in the blog... on the other hand, if i were to blog, i think this will be the longest post ever...

Anyway, my school will resume next week... lj, cindy, eric and shawn... so sorry that i didnt have the chance to meet you people out... i believe that once school starts, it will be easier for us to meet out for dinner.. hahaha... as i had promised to do so...

To people whom we will be meeting on next wednesday, wan leng and i will plan and tell you people asap... i think i am going to end here because later in the morning i have to work and go band too!! =) see you people later!! =)

2008-03-17T00:06:00.002+08:00

Today, i was working from 1030-9.. then at around 530, i came across this lady in my outlet... actually, i know that she is an aunt le.. but i have to say it in a better way, so i mention her as a lady... she took up one of our saucer, she saw some'dust' there... so she mention to Ya hui saying that there is dust on our saucer so she asked for a changed... Ya hui mention to her that the 'dust' which was mention by the customer was just something left by the clothe. every saucer has it because using the clothe is the fastest way to allow the saucer to be dried... she did not believe Ya hui so she insisted in changing the saucer... of course, we did change for her because customer is always right. but there is something i wished to tell her but i cant. anyway, so i will just say it out in my blog... there is dust everyone around us.. even from the cooked food that we ate because is there is no dust, the world will be very hot... but due to this little particles moving around, it helps to block some heat away. if you dont believe, take a touch light, shine into a empty space, and you and see dust 'flying' here and there... i cant believe the worst part was that she said that if we were to eat the dust, we will die... that means everyone in the world has died many many times. some more i believe that she is a rather educated person. even my dad also knows about it, why did you?? and does it means that you wont educated at all?? in the end, you show me your STUPID face when you are paying for your unhappiness, the DUST and the items you had ordered?? Anyway, the day had past... today is monday!! so, i will not be cropping in the past. so you will soon be forgotten... haha!!! =)

I am supposed to attend a meeting at 9!! i will have to sacrifice my sleep for this meeting. i just dont feel that going.. anyway, i also do not need to go work tomorrow i just have to attend that meeing for one and a half hour... so i bet that if i were to attend for that meeting, i will for sure wants it to end faster because after which, i will be going out with him!!! yeah!!!

Recently, i have been showing my happy face to everyone out there even to him... in the past, i used to showing him my temper and etc... but these few days, he had been seeing me smiling here and there... of course because cry or upsetting had been making me very tired... so from now on, i will be happy every single min!!! =)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

2008-03-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

I went to TopOne KTV last night because one of my friend is quitting from the company that i am working in. We had lots of fun singing and joking. But it is just too bad that he didnt go. Because i end up singing love songs with other guys which i dont want to. I understand that the feeling i had from him and the guys is very different because he is mine whereas they are just my friends. I took off today, yet, he is unable to due to some STUPID misunderstanding from the AREA MANAGER!!! He is just a old cunning FOX!!! everyone here dislike him...

We end the singing session at 4. We went down as a group but i left alone because i was heading to his place because i felt that it is rather late. on the other hand, i do not wish to travel again later in the morning. anyway, i am supposed to meet him. so why bother to make trouble for myself when i can even stay over at his place?

When i was going over to his place, i saw the building of bugis junction so i just walk straight. When i was near raffles hospital, i was lost because i just could not find the way to his place the surrounding is very different from the morning. luckily, i saw a cab coming to my direction. the driver was a malay man. i told him that i could not find my way out because of the difficulties that i had faced. He calmed me down by saying that he also had the same experience from time to time. after reaching his block, the driver offer me that he will walk me to the lift since i was so afraid some more he did not want to come down to fetch me. Seeing what the malay man had done, it allows me to feel that there are still people who are kind to others whom they might not know.

In the afternoon, we went to SATA. he forgot to bring his passport so, we had no choice but to go back again on wed as is he rushing for work after visiting SATA. I am supposed to feel tired now because i was all night out. but i am no feeling tired now. may be, i am used to waiting for his call before sleeping!! =)

2008-02-28T22:21:00.002+08:00

Come on lj, give me some time especially i am having my holidays now. i will need to work every now and then because my MANAGER mention that there is not enough people. But he promise me that i will be able to have more off the following week. So, i believe you will not be only seeing the same old post. But, there will also be time when i dont have the mood to blog especially when there are many things happening which i am unable to share with one another. You should know that it is very hard for me even to keep a secret. i am a person who speaks whatever is in my mind. So for me to keep things within me, it is not easy so i must make sure that i did not say out things which i am unable to share. On the other hand, there are many things in my mind which i cant take it off. i am just feeling very vexed for these few days. Anyway, as i had mention, post will be more of a regularly basis.

Yesterday was HL birthday. Happy 26th birthday, HL. I celebrated his birthday with him. This is the very first time that i am able to celebrate his birthday with him. I just wish that i am able to be with him till everything ends. PS: i will not be wearing that shoe anymore. whenever i wear it, i will need to get anyway pair!! HATE IT!! =(

Next Monday, i will be going to watch L change the world. actually Mavis asked me to tag along with them. But since they did not take the step, then i shall be watching that show with him. Anyway, Mavis, Lay Kai and etc, there will be a time when we will be able to watch movie together alright!! =) Peeps, buck up for your N levels and i feel that it should be the time when you people should pull up your socks!!! =)

I was supposed to meet Cindy for movie as well as installing microsoft words and etc for Mavis. Yet, cindy was not feeling well. So, we shall wait till next time. =)

Haha... now i am viewing others friendster account.. wahh... i saw many many pretty pretty girls/young lady!! pretty pretty de!! haha..

2008-01-21T09:46:00.001+08:00

Am i having monday blues? i dont think so... i am just feeling very sad because he had transferred... i really miss him very much... even though i am studying in RP, and he is working at causeway point, the time that we are able to meet is like lesser... why would i say so? because in the past when he is working at pp, i am able to see him every now and then (when he ends his work at 9, i am able to go pp to meet him). on the other hand, he will also send me back home whenever i am working. be it weekends and etc... i really dont want him to leave because when he is at there, he is all alone. he is working in a place where no one knows him well either does him..

i met him just now before school, my tears roll down as i was going to meet him... i couldn't help myself myself but hugged him as i saw him.. as he left, i cried until i reached class and till now... i am only afraid that he is not able to adapt the work over there because there are like meanie people over there... maybe, i just felt that life without him will not be good... i dont know what should i do now, but only crying... anybody will be there for me now?? i really dont know what should i do... as time goes by, i may feel better but pp will also change its stuffs... i dont want to go back there... any job available for me?? i really dont know how to express my feelings now... my heart really sink to the sea bed... no mood to talk about other thing except thinking of him only... no mood for lesson today... maybe in the later afternoon, i may feel better... i must think that my heal will be forgotten as time flies.. i just feel that i will be alright after a few days if not there will not be happy day for me...

2008-01-18T20:12:00.000+08:00

Today is Friday, in the other word, it is a mini weekends. i envy those who do not need to work during the weekends, instead, they are able to go out with their partner... i also want that.. but i know that it might not be possible... even if i am able to make it, my bf is the one who is not able to do that because he will need to work during weekends... i really want him to be able to off on weekends so we will be able to go like a normal couple... i really wish that that could happen..

As life goes on, 2 more weeks and i will enjoy my holiday again... i just like the feeling of having holiday. but.... he will be transferring on Monday. i really dont want him to leave because soon after he had been transferred, that will be my holiday... i am used to seeing him whenever i am working there. i dont know how will my time goes on very quickly when he is not around.. i believe that i will miss him very much..

I am so touched that after not blogging for a long time, soon after i blog, lj actually tag for me. i enjoy people tagging for me. after seen i stop blogging for a while, no one actually tag my tag board for me... sad... i think i am going to end here. take care everyone who is reaing my blog.. love ya always!!!

Love
Sharon

2008-01-17T13:57:00.000+08:00

Hey people.. i know that i haven been blogging for a long time because as time goes by, there will be lesser and lesser thing to blog especially when you had stop blogging for like a month or so. Anyway, life had been really great. haha. what about you guys?? i miss people like wan leng, lj, cr, cindy, ben, eric, shawn, sir(s), pam, shiqi and etc.. especially those who have been going out together after my n level, i really miss you people very much. i really miss those happy hours that we had, such as going for movie in the night, cycling and etc... i just want to ask whether are you guys doing great?? time really flies very fast. it had been a year since i last saw mr nazreen.

This few days, i was really very emotional. once i am being said by someone, my tears will roll down immediately. i dont know what is going on with. but i just felt that this way. even if when i am too happy, my tears will also roll down. something is very odd with this. maybe after today,i will not feel this way anymore? i will just hope so.

20 days to new year!!! i only bought a bag, wallet, and a pair of shoes, and that is all... the rest of my shopping have not been done. my bf is even worst. he haven even buy anything yet. so i think we have to buck up in the sense of our shopping list... haha...

i am pending for 3 more months because after which, we will be togther for a year. i am so happy about it because i did never thought that we will be able to stick around of so long. anyway, i am going to end here because my lesson is going to start soon... take care people... will try to meet up again asap!!! =)

2007-12-03T09:24:00.000+08:00

I am back after becoming 18th. i had many celebration this year. haha. as well as eating a lot of cake. lol. lets talk about my first celebrate with wan leng my very very very good friend. She has a boyfriend, last last tuesday, she brought be to the place where her bf is working. he looks ok but since wan leng like him, then i will wish her all the best. we went to hong kong cafe. i felt that the food there was great. she also give me a cake, birthday present, treat, be it dinner or ice cream.

two days after, i went to celebrate with cynthia and sandra. dueto sandra was late, we went to kbox straight after we meet. they did not sing much. in the end, i was the only one who sing the most. sian. the mony for kbox was paid by sandra and cynthia. cynthia also bought be a necklace while sandra bought an anna sui perfume and a scarf. some more after kbox, we went to ichiban sushi, which was also paid ny sandra. lol. after my birthday, she also brought me to jack's place for dinner.

on the actual of my birthday, he bought me a hp which was w910i. some more he also treat me to centre point for lunch. i was very happy on that day.

we quarrel yesterday, i am very sad but he never even bother to coax me. i am very very sad. he said that because i am 18 already so, he dont know to coax so much. to the entend that he dont even need to coax me. he dont even have the heart for me. that is what i think. i dont know what is going on. maybe there might be something wrong between he both of us.

2007-11-21T16:26:00.001+08:00

I had an early celebration for my birthday with leng leng yesterday. I am sorry to let you spend so much on me. I know it is my birthday but I felt awaked. I am not used to spending people’s money. The only person that I am used to spend money like nothing is Liang. Actually, I can’t say is nothing because there re times when he spent too much on me which result me in feeling very sorry about it. As the money are his and not mine. Ha-ha.
Last night, he told me that he wants to give me the best. For example, my birthday, he wants to buy a cake for me because he felt that for my birthday, he wants to treat me with expensive food, present, movie, kbox. Can you imagine that he said that he want to $100 for max to by a cake for me. I felt that it is really crazy because I don’t want thinks like that because I felt that it is not worth it. Since he is my boyfriend, I will confirm take care of his financial. For my birthday, I just want him to spend his time with me and just a present for me. I felt that it is okay for him to buy me a present which is expensive. But, I don’t want him to by an expensive present as well as spending on things which I felt that I don’t need it, for example, buying an expensive cake for me, kbox and movie together. Kbox is like so expensive then some more want to watch movie!! The expensive is like not worth it. For my birthday, I just want a present, him, either movie or kbox, treat me for a simple meal. He said that he hasn’t used his voucher yet so he wants to bring me out to eat. For this, I think is okay because like that, the most we will only need to like pay an extra of, the most, $5.
Yeah!! I will be able to see him after school. I am hoping that I will be able to end my school early because I really want to see him because yesterday, I didn’t have the chance to see him as he wants to meet his friend. Anyway what can I say?? There are times when I will want to go out with my friends. Actually, if I have a choice, I would like to live with him. I know that if I say I want to marry him now, people will think that I am joking and etc. but I can say that for now, I am willing to be with him. Yeah!! I am very happy because after another presentation, I can leave already. My faci said that after the 6th presentation, I can leave because staying for that is optional. How I wish that now we are doing 6th presentation so that after this I can leave instead of waiting for another 15mins.
Tomorrow I will be attending school for the first meeting because after that I will be going out with Cynthia and Sandra. We will be going to kbox. We have to be there at 2 but I don’t know whether Sandra can make it because I am afraid that she might be late. I am not worry for Cynthia because I felt that her daughter will wake her up when her daughter woke up. I hope that Liang can go. But too but he is working so he is unable to make it. Anyway, I will end here because I want to offline already. I will blog again when I have the time. =)

2007-11-12T11:22:00.001+08:00

Yeah!!! Tomorrow is holiday. As I had mention, my holiday is only for a week, and I felt that it is rather short because I can’t have more time to accompany him. I really wished that I am able to spend more of my time with just like other couples. But I don’t want him to be in my school because in that case, I will not be able to spend time with my current classmate and there they will be saying that I weigh boyfriend more than friends. Actually that is not the case!! I also want to spend more time with my friends. On the other hand, I also want to spend time with my boyfriend which result me in like weighing him more than any other things. Tomorrow I am going to tell Felicia regarding me wanting to take half day on the 17th of this month because I need to go for Eric concert as I haven’t been seeing them for a long time, especially, when it was after our ‘o’ levels. I miss them very much as well as missing the days that we talked on the phone till the next morning. But it can only be part of my memories because I don’t think that there will be a chance that we are able to go till late nigh. Part of it was because of boyfriend will not allows it. Another was my parents as I am having curfew now. I don’t blame them for that because I will also be worried for my child(s) if they were to hang out with their friends till late night. So I can understand how they feel.
Tomorrow I am working. It is such a boring week for the starting of my holiday. As long as I can see him, I will feel very happy about it because I last saw him was Monday. Now I am on my way to his place after going to his place, I am planning to go to the airport with him because I had never been there with him before. I think that it will be very thrilling as long as he don’t make me angry just like what he had done this afternoon. Today is a great Friday evening. There is no traffic congestion on the expressway. So I will end blogging here because I am going to reach his place.

2007-10-29T23:40:00.000+08:00

4 days ago was cairong and shiya's birthday. Happy Birthday girls!!!

I felt emo all of a sudden due to listening to sad songs while downloading new songs. School life is still new and fun. But anyway, there is someone who i dont like already, actually, she is a facilitator. She said that she is not bias. Instead, i felt that she is very very bias to some of the people in my class. i really dont like her. Other than that, there is no facilitator who i dont like except some people in my class.

1 more week we going to be together for 7 months. cheers!! =)
I have been waiting for more of these days to come. Because 7 months is like too slow. haha. I believe he will also think so. After we 7 months, my birthday will be around the corner. haha. had been expecting for my 18th birthday, because every one's birthday has past. So i will also be excited about that. Have been counting the days left since last week. =) This year will be very different because i am going to be 18th. So it believe that it will be very different as compared to my previous years.

Recently, i heard from my bf that he will be getting me a phone for my birthday regardless of the price. he is very funny because i will not buy a phone which cost a bomb as he was the one who is paying so i must treat his money like my money.

Anyway, 5 days to holiday!! yeah! =) BUT......... my holiday is only for a week. gosh!!! that is so boring. other than working, i will be going out with him and that is all. That is how i am going to spend my one week holiday. i guess others are busy due to studies. anyway, its for a week, so it should be okay!! I will plan where i will be going for that week. haha!!! =P

2007-10-05T14:27:00.000+08:00

I haven been blogging for quiet some time. Seriously, I felt that once I never touch my blog, I will not have the feeling of blogging after sometime. Because I will have difficulties in blogging as when things had past for a long time, blogging will not be easy especially there are situation which we can remember.

Today is our 6th month’s anniversary. I am very happy, but he is unable to accompany me. Why didn’t he take leave on this day?? After telling him, he wanted to change his schedule… But too bad, it is too late. so he is unable to company me due to his work… if he were there to accompany me, I will feel that today will be a better day. on the other hand, I felt that 6th months is too slow because we seems to be like more than a year already.

I am planning to be with him for long because I can’t break with him. I had tried breaking with him before. But from that moment I told him, I know that I am unable to break with him due to my feeling towards him. I really need him and felt happy with him. Even though there are times where he made me angry, I am ok with him because it was him who makes me. If it were to be others, my feeling will be very different.

I don’t know how long can I be with him, but I will try to be with him as long as I can. That is what I have been thinking. I want to be with him until the day I am dead because that feeling that he had given me was really very good.

Wednesday night, he called his mom and asked his mom to talk to me. I was very shy to talk to her because I haven seen her before, plus she is his mom. So I must give her good impression so that in future is I can be with him, his mom will treat me in a very good manner. Because when I am at home, I get the most attention, so even when I got married, I will also want to get the most attention from his parents as well as his sibling. Actually, I am thinking of getting married now. I know to whoever is reading this entry, will think that there is still a long way to go. Seriously, I am thinking about it maybe it is because we are in a ‘honeymoon’ relation now, so maybe if we were to be together for a year and above, things will not be the same as now?? And I might follow his ex’s steps by looking for another guy.

There was once I told him what I had told Jeffery in the past when I was not with him yet. There was once, I asked Jeffery whether does he like me or not and I told him that I was just curious which result me in asking him. Actually at that time when I asked him that question, I have a little feeling towards him. But since he said no, so I didn’t care about him. I would ask him was really due to curiosity not because I like him so I told him that. Is because, I just want to know how he feel for me. Be it his feeling is there or not, I will also not be with him because at that point of time, I already liked my bf. So it is not easy for me to like him. Then I told my bf that so I went to be with him. Then he thought that because Jeffery doesn’t want me which will result me to be with him. Actually I fall for him even less than a month when I had known him. Asking Jeffery that question was just asking for fun because I just want to know whether he likes me or not. Since he said no, of course, I will not bother so much about him. For my bf, he was the one was started calling me one night. From there the talking period between the both us became shorter and shorter. With another reason, we were together after that. As for Ella, don’t continue the part where Jeffery likes me because I do not want to leave my bf. So whatever you had told me, I will take it as joking if not, I will be really angry with you after that. So let’s forget about the issue that you had told me and never talk about that topic anymore alright!!! So I will end my blogging here for today.

2007-09-18T11:08:00.000+08:00

I was thinking of meeting Li Juan out today as she has been asking me out due to my MIA that she had mention in the comment in the blog... i am able to spend my time with you as long as our time are compromise with one and other... since you are able to make it for supper, then i doubt i will be able to make it as i have curfew... i thought i told you this sometime ago?? but anyway, its OK la... as long as you tell me when you want to meet me next week in advance will do... as i had mention in your comment, other than compromising with you, i will also have to compromise with him de ma... so sorry alright...

Sem 2 started... life in a new class is rather fine as our class got warmed-up even faster than the class i had in my first sem.. hopefully this class will not end up last my previous class because i want everyone to be happy-go-lucky rather than who dislike who and etc...

Tomorrow i will be able to meet him... yesterday i quarrelled with him due to PMS... yet he still tired his best to talk to me and everything... i will admit that the way i spoke to him was not in a good tone... i am sorry about it... because when i called you at 1020, you said something which was not pleasant to me... obviously i would be angry with him.. so after the call, i gave him a message... but to him, the message that i had sent him sound like joking only so he gave me a called after his bath... i sounded even worst this time... so after talking to me for some time, he hung the call... i know he tried his best to coax me... yet i still show him my attitude and everything... after hanging the second call, i had thought of calling him back... yet i had not want to do it because i don't want to apologise to him... i can say that whenever i make him angry, i will call him to talk to him... and he will never angry for long... yet he did called him after the second call at 1 plus... yet i slept already...but i took the initiative to call him this morning... but anyway he shoudl really thanks me for calling him as he woke up late... he is supposed to work at 10 yet he woke up at 850... since i am not angry with him already, he should be happy and thanks me for whatever for my call in morning... ahah... anyway, i will say that i am not angry with him already... from the time that i wanted to make a call to him, i was not angry with him already...

yesterday i went to meet wan leng... because she had bought some gifts for me from genting... ahah... i had not been to genting for 2 years already... i really miss everything there... haha... i really liked whatever she had bought for me... haha... really thanks a lot... as well as the short note that you had written for me... anyway, thanks for not been so petty even if i am going to share the items you had bought with my bf... haha...

Since tonight i am not going to meet li juan, so must as well i go ome early to watch television and have a early sleep while waiting for him to call... tomorrow and friday i will be going to meet him, i will be going to meet wan leng on thursday and i will have to work on saturday and sunday...

Recently, many people have been telling me that they are cold... yet i dont even feel the cold including wan leng's friend that i had just met yesterday... haha... it was nice to know him seriously... because i have been very noisy even towards my new classmates...

Yeah... now is break-time... yeah.. so i will be going for break with jeanette they all... haha...

2007-08-17T20:55:00.001+08:00

I felt that when one stop blogging for sometime, getting back to it is not easy as we will not know what to blog for a new entry... now it is happening to me as you may think that i might be too busy to blog... but i felt that it is 'i dont know what to blog' rather than 'i do not have the time for blogging'...

Recently, there are many nice movie on the cinema... i had only watched 2 within these 2 weeks... which is Secert and flash point... i really like the show secert as compared to flash point... it is not because jay is acting in it or whatever... whereas, i really felt that it is a nice show itself... as for flash point, it is more on fighting... and i have no interest in fighting and killing.. so to me, that show is really not my cup of tea... anyway, next week i might be watching 881... hey i know that i told you people that i will be watching that show since tuesday... but i did not watch it wasn't my fault it was because he did not want to watch tht show... anyway i will force him to watch that show that i tell you all what is the show about alright...

Semester will be ending soon which means that 16 weeks of modules will be finishing soon... after this, we will be have a break... but after which, are the break, we are not going to be in the same class anymore... it's not that i am emo or whatever... its just that we will have the take time to know everyone again... oh my... after few weeks later, we are going to end our year 1 and when year 2 starts, we will have to make new friends again... because we are unable to be with our classmates until year 2... new environment again... sick...

Recently, he bought me a casio watch... cost 120++... i dont like the colour very much because it is orange... but anyway, since he had bought it then forget it... because i felt that buying things like these, he will have to get that in person... because what he had bought might not be the one that i like.. but since he was the one who bought it, no mater whatever things that he had bought i will also like... but i felt that he should not buy that for me... 120++ leh... to him might be a piece of cake and etc... for me is like too much even though he is my bf la... and i think that is all i can say....

2007-08-10T15:11:00.000+08:00

Many things can happen within 2 days even though there is only 48 hours... i known him to be person who care his friends more than his girl... but, i am seriously wrong about it... on Tuesday, we had a tiff... because William called and i thought that he will leave me alone like the way William had mention... so i was upset that i just walked away without waiting for him and ignoring whatever he had said and etc... after which, our Tiff took place... i know i should not think too much neither be so sensitive... but he also did not need to say something which was that hurtful to me... which result me in emotionally unstable... that night, i did not answer his call because eyes were to tired due to crying which result me to dozed off early...

Not wanting anything to happen between us, i call him the next day during break time too see if everything is ok... because since i am not angry, so he should not have the right to be angry... he seems to be like cant wait for me to end the call... so i was not happy so i just shoot him to hint him not to sound like angry because i am not angry with him and everything...

When i was about to reached bugis to meet him, i gave him a call... this time round, he sounded very fierce... like as if he is angry or whatsoever... so when i met him, i didnt say anything much to him... to prevent from being angry with him again if he were to say something which i dont like to hear... but things wasn't like that... things went smoothly... and we ended the tiff that day... i was very happy... because being angry with him is not that easy lor... i will not feel good and everything... so being happy and sound with him, i will enjoy my life be it in school or when i am meeting him...

That day, we went to watch secret... i like that show very much... i dont mind watching that show with him again... but i kana shoot by him after watching that show... because i am a very emotional person... so i cried during that show... then in the end, he 'suan' me for crying and everything... haha... but i really like that show very much.... but i know he wont want to watch with me again de... so next week w will be going to watch 881 and maybe ruch hour 3 ba... haha... we are like watching movie twice every week.... i believe that i will prevent him from doing so because recently he just bought me a watch which cost around $120... siao lor... so expensive... the reason for him toget that for me is because (1)i like that watch(but not that colour)..(2)i got A for one of my module... lol... i can really say that he really treats me well... i think i will die if i were to lose him one day...

2007-08-07T10:26:00.000+08:00

Recently i heard from hui ning from my tag board that CC band is not doing that well... but, what do you want me to do?? i am not even going back even if i have the time... why should i go back?? the instructor has changed... i will go back unless LKK is gone and mr nazreen is back... if not, CC BAND had NOTHING to do with me...

Today there is a change of team for comunication module... after today, there will only be 2 module left... after which, there come my vacation... haha... even though it is just a short 3 weeks vacation, it is better than nothing... and after which, we will not be in the same class as everyone will go to their class regarding their school... today's module is regarding privacy invasion... seems like difficult... but my team very funny... especially there is FG and Jas... haha... so funny team to work with...

Later i will be going to watch movie... haha... because tonight my parents is also not free to cook dinner... so he will not be coming over to eat... dont even know what time did he reached hom last night... hopefully is not very late... because i dont want to see him either sleep late in the night or go out to drink... i really dont want... some more just now i called him, he phone no battery...

Actually later we are going out to watch movie de...then i told him why not we go tomorrow because if we were to go later, then i will not want to go back late because the next day still have school... if were to go tomorrow, it will be better because thrusday i will be working at 11... haha... at least dont need to wake up early...

2007-08-02T09:38:00.000+08:00

Wah... i haven been blogging for a long time already... actually if i were given the time the blog, i also dont know what to blog... actually there isn't much thing to blog nowadays... maybe is due i am more settled down in this class... anyway... just to say that our class will be changing soon... 23rd of Aug will be our last day of school le... i felt both happy and sad too.. sad because i might not be able to be in a class who will be as noisy as them.. happy due to only leaving 2 and a half years before i can graduate... i dont like the schedule of this school.. because of the fixed lesson for everyday which lead me to become as though i was in secondary school... at least after graduate i can work and save money... and we may also have more time with each other... haha...

Dad and Mon want me to go university... but i dont want to... i really dont want to study anymore after university... its really different between studying and working... at times i prefer studying but there will be times where i will prefer to work... but the problem is that i just would not want to go university... can i have a space to talk... i just dont want to study le... after poly, i just want to work, save money and be with him... that is all i want... is that very difficult?? i really dont enjoy myself during my classes except chemistry... i felt more fortunate being with him... i just want to be with him... that is the only i ask for... i believe he is also thinking of that...

After listening to Jeanette's emo songs, i suddenly miss him a lot... feel like seeing him now.. just want to be with him from morning to night... only the both of us only... i felt that being with him is all i know... being with him does not mean that i will give him everything of me... i need him might be due to habit... but i enjoy being with him... being with him is like everything of me... i am crazy over him.. how can that be?? i had never thought that i will be a person who cant live without a person... i had never thought of that before... yet he is the first person whom i am dying too see for... i felt that no matter what i am doing, i must do with him... be it watching movie, shopping or even eating dinner and etc... how can i be a person like this?? in the past, whenever a person who always stick around be it with their girl or boy, i think that they wont they be tired or anything... what i meant was how can a person facing another everyday... dont they feel tired?? but now, it happen to me... and i understand everything clearly... i know why wont they feel tired... because once they are able to meet or whatever, they will feel happier and even want to meet more... to Sharon's definition, love and money is the same... on one will think that meeting each other more will feel tired... on the other hand, when you have more money, will you think that it is a lot?? no one will feel it that way... so in my definition, money and love is the same... it had been 4 hours since i started blogging... and till now it just going to end only... lol... what i long blog... actually once times goes by, blogging will be a stranger to me... because there are too many things to talk about and i also dont know where to start it from... so in the end, i rather talk to someone face to face rather than blogging... haha...

I just bought a pair of new shoe and ear rings in one of the shops in my school... the shoe was white in colour... i always like white... so whatever that i will be buying will always be white... haha... as for the ear rings, it has both moon and star... haha... rather nice one... actually it comes with a braclet... but i didnt buy it... i think i will buy it later or something ba... but overall is rather cheap... i only spend a total of $29.90... whereas if i were to buy the shoe outside, it will cost $30 plus... anyway, i will be wearing that shoe tomorrow to school because after that i will be going out with him... haha... yeah... another 5 more minutes our presentation will start... haha... in the past, i will feel very very nervous... but now, presentation to me is like ok lor... haha... recently i found out from leng that she is having stage fright... haha... never thought that she will be having that... really never think of that... because to be she is very out-spoken... so if she were to have problem in presenting, i will not believe... because if she cant what about me?? how can i do it when she cant... ahaha... anyway leng... good luck ok... just remember what i had said about presenting in front of many people...

Anyway... i got a B for problem solving... haha... cheer... a clap for myself for doing well...

2007-07-24T11:48:00.000+08:00

Communication again... sian man... i really dislike communication even though today's topic is something which we always talk about when i was with pam, shiqi and etc... but i really dont like this lesson only... anyway i heard from seline saying that sir left siling already... lol... i think i know what is the reason even though i have not been contacting anyone from the group already... because we know that if sir were to leave a school, its due to the teacher-in-charge that made him leave... because that was the reason that made him left chai chee... sian man... dont be sad sir... look on the bright side ok.. cheer up.. anyway i had left RP band... but i had not told him since then... but i dont know how to tell him because one of RP'S instructor was his friend so i also dont know how to tell him... i know you will say that it is ok because it is my choice but i felt bad for not messaging you telling any single thing about it...

I think i might left lesson early today... as i had mention above i really dont like this lesson la... *ANGRY*... but since it is thursday, i had nothing to say because there will be UT every tuesday and thursday so also cant run away... sian... anyway.. be positive.... i will be able to see him after lesson le... also dont know if he will be coming over to find me or not... if he is not coming also never mind la... the most i will be going down to orchard to meet him only ma... he called last night, but i dozed off already... feeling bad again... for not waking up to answer the call... everytime when i woke up to see if he called, the time will definitely will be around 6 plus le... so next time must stay up late to wait for his calls le...

SIAO LIAO LA... in the same group with alvin for today's lesson... i dont mind working with him... but today really dont want to work with him... can you imagine doing sex or violence in a video form?? what can you do... sian liao la... feel like going off now lor... i really dont like today's lesson... say is say leh... doing this kind of thing as a work... i dont want lor... really dont want!!!!